復讐したい!

Went to class yesterday, yeah, that same class with those useless pieces of junks. I really felt torturing going to class nowadays, its really unbearable for them to pass through my eyes, and i felt dirty to have to share the same oxygen with them. I guess this is what you call hatred. Well, not to say i never hated anyone before in my life, i usually get the hang of it after grumbling and crying. And some of the people i hate, i even forget what they did to me. I don't really remembers those stuff, as in who hurt me before. However, this case is some sort of different; I did not put up a quarrel or anything, but i DO really HATED them. previously when i talked about what they did to me, i felt sad and angry, frustrated (that's what i usually feel before, when i was hurt by others), and i always cry when i talked about it. But after that, weirdly, i don't cry talking about it anymore, but instead i hate them soooo much that i think even if they were to ask for help kneeling in front of me, i would turn away as though they are invisible. I felt really useless now as i could not even do something for myself, what i can do is just to isolate myself, i'm too weak to start up my revenge plan.

Well, please don't tell me something like, live life better than them will be the best way to revenge. I don't believe a single bits of it. Even if i live a life better than them, will they suffer as much as i do? Revenge means to pay back what they have done, and in my case, at least a ten times would sound better. Anywas, thanks to all this hateful people and the terrible environment, I have the motivation to ace my first year final exams. Not to get better results than them, but i think it would be a waste for my one year suffering if i don't do well. I will prove to myself that my one year suffering is worth the endurance!

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Went out with mum and sis on sunday. Sis wanted to buy a chinese book, sort of a sequel of the previous book she read. We went IOI first, couldn't find what she's looking for, but mum bought two books she likes. Then we headed to Subang Parade, because i heard the news that Darren Shan Saga got discount.

We went straight to desert's bar as we are all feeling super thirsty. So, firstly, the things they sell there are quite weird, but i love it. Mum and sis don't really like the idea of going there again, but i would definitely go there one day.

I ordered this: Mint Creme Bruree. I thought it is a pudding, a big pudding. So the moment i saw the tiny serving, I was quite shocked. The word 'mint' refers to the leaf on top i guess...hahha...

Sis ordered Vanilla Mango Shake, she din't like the thickness of it, neiher do i. Mum took Strawberry and Banana shake by the way. We ordered some food, sandwich i think...it comes with a set, i picked grape smooties and dark sweet cherry parfait ^_^.

Here, my two nice and sweet deserts..hehe. Went to MPH after that. Bought tons of books...The sad part is that although my Darren Shan Saga is complete, the set is from three different publishers. I'm a book collector, but i'm not really a book content collector. Therefore, here's my plan: read all 12 books, sell of most of it and leave the edition i wanted, and use the money to collect the whole set again. Sis and i bought some chinese books...those with super cool covers..

Books books and books...

Forgive my hp camera T_T.

恋がきった

Too excited to blog now.. Finish watching 25 episode of skip beat within two days, and my mood is really hype up. Unexplainable feelings rushing out of me, yearning to grab hold the feeling i had once forgotten. This is perhaps why i love watching these stuffs, to keep reminding myself that i'm alive in this world, to pursue something. Something that i really want, taking out from the reality. It is really very important to not forget yourself, and try to go for it, once chance is given. Feelings are always the one which die first, if no constant simulous is given. Mine as well the same, but today it is back, and i'm starting off with fire again!

Before i forget, i'm in love again.

Note: project begun..

新宿事件~好き！

Slept at around 4.30am, forced to wake up for breakfast at 9am. Haha, but i did went back to bed after breakfast..Mum came back from office at 12pm, and wanted to watch Shinjuku with me. Wanted to bring sis along, but most of the movies is 18XX. So only mum and I ended up going. Had lunch at Italiannies, i find it really nice. Mum ordered Cabonara, while i just took dessert - Cuppucino pie.

 
Cuppucino pie is actually a whole big slice of ice-cream cake..Mum's cabonara was great. Hope to eat there again soon, hehehe...

Shinjuku incident was nice, kind of violent. I find the whole movie interesting and meaningful. Want to watch Fast and Furious! huhuhuhuhu....

Bought some clothes. Saw a super cool Padini coat, em, its knitted and furry..my dream coat!(em,not really dream, but hope to get it before the season ends). Bought 9 mangas..I wonder when will this life ends...its so nice that i nearly give up on the things i hated to do.

高級な生活

Did not watch shinjuku incident using the gold class ticket, instead mum and i went to watch shopaholic..The movie was really nice, expecially Luke Brandon, really fallen in love with him. Gold class cinema: basically seats are as big as a single bed; we get to press the button for waitress to serve us; get to order any drink we like, they will serve; get to rent a blanket; only around 8 person in one cinema; super quiet as no one dares to talk (people will listen), yeah, basically like that. Would really love to try out the gold class cinema in GSC signature, seems like we need to pay extra rm20 compared to normal gold class ticket. Living out luxury life is really good, i would rather be alone if i had tons of money with me. Buying stuff that i like whenever i want is really a fun thing to think about (of course doing what i like also).

Went to midvalley and gardens one the same day i watched shopaholic. Midvalley Machines is really better than sunway's, bought another ipod earphone! Was finding so hard for it, because i wanted only the earphone from Apple itself (expansive, haih..).

 

Reason i bought this is because my previous ipod earphone, put it this way, i realise the sound from the left earphone is not as fine as the right one. Music is to be appreciated and only the finest earphone can produce it..hehe. Haven't start using the new earphone, love it too much!

Mum bought me two metal puzzles from one of the shop in gardens. Remembered once upon a time i was in love with these as well. Can't believe my guitar teacher love to play that and even asked me to borrow him, hahaha..Guitarist love challenge??

 Bought two, can't really describe the shape here..But both are from difficult range. Went to watch Race to witch mountain on Sunday, the movie was not bad, quite fun. I kinda like one of the character - Seth, nice name and cool character. Told my sis i would name my kids Seth next time. C.c. told me that Shinjuku incident and Fast and furious is good, must find a day to watch them too!^_^
Wondering why, i'm now crazy with one of GazettE's older songs (not really that old) - Crucify Sorrow. Keep humming them in my head, ergh. Learnt power chords during my guitar class this week, sounds really nice and rockish. Hope to master them soon.
Went to secret recipe with C.c., ate corden bleu and ice-blended green tea. The green tea is not bad, the smell of tea leaves is strong enough.


Sweet green! Looking forward for next week's threading hunt with C.c.!
Today i had a quite luxurious 'experience, well, actually it's just spending 5 hours in my room. Em, blasting my speakers, reading Kreko and Arena, facial and mask...just relax. I want this life forever, together with my dream.

いい気分だ！

Has been a week since my last post. Controlling myself not to blog, hehe...First of all, i had to do some promo here: The GazettE's newest singles Distress and Coma is released on 25th of March!!! The song was really good, i had to say this. The playings, sound and all are simply just the best. Planned to buy the singles, but got another news, gazette's new album is out on July, and distress and coma will be one of the track. So instead of getting the singles, i decided to pludge my everything to wait for the album - D.I.M.

Went out with mum and sis once during the week, and had been sticking closely with one of my friend (C.c.). I guess we got clicked so well because of our same age. She could just speak to me anything we had in mind, that's just great. She is like a gift for me after these months of torture. We both have decided to go get strings for my first knitting project in the week 13 april-17 april. Thank you so much for accompanying me, C.c.

Got a set of OPI nail polish when going ot with mum.

As you can see, it's the Love and Kisses set. From left, light silver colour (Kyoto Pearl); light pink (Passion) it's my dream pink and i wanted to find this for sooo long!!!; light white (Funny Bunny) not like the other white colour which looks like liquid paper; and finally RapiDry top coat. RapiDry top coat is cool, even if the nail colour is not completely dry, after putting the top coat it will dry immediately. Safe me lots of time. This set is perfect for french manicure, and i did it. Looks super sweet. Hahahaha...^_^

Besides the nail polish, I bought 6 masks from Clarance Shee, 6 super cute masks... She is a good seller, i should say Fast. Will try out all of them, if i like them (i already like them), will order from her more. Afterall it's cheaper than the mask i usually use.

Going out soon for movie with mum. Watching Shinjuku Incident using Gold Class ticket, will surely blog about this later.