2010年8月21日土曜日

まだ進める。。

Am having referral exam now. Okay, I know I've been slacking off really too much during my Year 2, oh well, can't do anything about it now other than force pass all the subs. Resolve of working hard on Year 3 can only be done after I get through this right? However this one now is not as easy, i can't believe i'm actually praying hard everyday. But one thing, after telling my parents about it, I actually felt better. Kinda stupid of me to hide it all to myself for around 1 month. Felt really bad and suffering, can't even enjoy well. Served me right deshou...
Anyway, not just the exams, I've been missing some events as well, Asaban due to prayers, and might not even get to sing in Animangaki. No K partner here with me (Sacchin!!!Come back!!!)..Super itching to sing!!! Oh and can't wait to go out with all my friends, thanks for waiting for me~
Lots of planning ahead~ Seeya!

2010年8月16日月曜日

あ。ちょっと長すぎるんですね。。

Opps, it has been WAY too long since i last updated, more than 2 months!! Well, I can say i'm half enjoying and half suffering during this summer break, am trying to balance it out not to be engulfed by the sadness, sorrow and uncertainty, coz i have to deal with it mostly alone, yes, it's frustrating. Anyway, things have been almost the same, i stayed at home cooking lunch for sis before her school, go out meet some friends once in a while...I really regretted that i can't celebrate this final holiday for me as much as last year, and it's all my fault. But still I'm trying my best, so I hope all my friends would wait for me, I'll be fine real soon.
Oh and erm, I went for a performance in C2AGE at Tropicana City Mall 17th July 2010. I went to sign-up for the solo singing performance, mainly to show myself whether I love the stage and singing. It ended up really well, yes, I really love the stage and singing, I love the entire practising moments, and every seconds before and after stage. The satisfaction of having fun on stage and sing, and people looking and listening to my voice, was so great that i almost choked in my happiness. Thanks to my mum for sending me, Akiko and Sayoko there, and thanks to mum for supporting me on stage (and the rehearsal the day before).
 
 
And I really have to thanks Akiko and Sayoko for supporting me in my singing, you both listen to me makes me really happy >_<..So much that I can say i have no regrets at all in joining this event. Am really happy when someone told me that my singing was nice after stage, even though it's just a short encounter, it's really enough. Organisers were kind to me as well, encouraging me, and clap, say thanks to me after everything, I should say a thousand thank you for everyone for a wonderful day they have given to me, I'll never forget it.
After stage, akiko, sayoko and I went to Ninja Jones for lunch, PORK burger!!! Gosh I love them so much I really wanna go there again!!! It makes me happy enough knowing I'm eating Pork burgers in this country. I chose oriental sauce, which fit really smoothly with the meat, Akiko took black pepper, while Sacchin took sweet and sour sauce...All of them were great from what they said. After that Akiko and I went to change to our yukata for Bon odori (Sacchin is photoshooting with her friends), yes, bon odori 2010 is on the same day. We were taking bus shuttle from tropicana mall to bon odori.
Yukata changing is still time consuming even after practise. We practically have no time to help out each other. Oh and it's my first tme tying a curl bun (learnt it from youtube), and it works!! Akiko tied her hair prettily with braids at the side. We rushed to the bus and went to BO...At BO me and sacchin spent most of the time sitting down at benches, due to the tiredness, while akiko walked around with her friends sometimes, to take shoots of yukatas.
Sacchin and I danced for the last round and yes it was real fun, my first time~. Finding the bus at night is not really a great idea, plus phone not working for us and we are walking with geta. After we reached the bus, there's one fine lady got lost due to her stupidity of wanting to change bus and sit with her friends, our bus took around an hour to move. I kinda lost my temper a bit, which i regretted showing it a bit to sachhin and akiko (all due to my sis not picking up phone, she said she din't get the calls), hhahaa, really my fault for being not used to show everything up. So I hope they would forgive my temper that slightly leaked out of my usual self, hahaha.

Overall it was a great day, tiring, a little scary, but loads of fun!! Thanks to akiko and sacchin for giving me such a great day ^^ Hope to go out like this with you guys again~