闇に散るさくら

BRAND NEW TEMPLATE!~

2011-08-26T08:55:00.000-07:00

It has been really long since the last time I changed my blog template, it's just one of those defaults from blogspot, but I'm not really the type who would wanna spend time designing my own template (lazy blogger). Anyway, me changing my template this time, is so that i can force myself to have a start to blog properly, wanna take more picture with my cam, and hype up myself by making myself pretty~~

Gonna spend my holiday next week to clear up my wardrobe (i know i have been saying this for a year >_<), and become more like a real gyaru!

Anyway, seeya peeps ^^.

炭水化物/糖　無し　ダイエット～

2011-07-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

As I have said myself in Twitter, I wanted to write a post about Low Carbohydrate Diet~. I've been recently (erm, around more than one week?) taking up a low carbs diet. Let me first start of with the intro. It's more likely a weight management program that controls carbohydrate and sugar intake in order to control weight. This diet is the easiest to take on, at least for me because I always eat really less rice, but I do love pasta and some of the cheese cakes, so it's a bit of trouble also. Basically if you did not take any carbs for all 3 meals for a week, weight will loss around 2-3KG, which is my ideal la. If it's inevitable to take on one of the meals you can also reduce weight, but slower, but will not increase.

Food NOT to take in low carbs diet is of course: rice, pasta, noodles, desserts, etc.. and it's because all these foods contains sugar (carbs is one of the sugar, I'm sure all of you already know). Food that is OK to take is: meat, eggs, cheese is fine, and whatever that has no sugar or carbs. But of course, don't la eat meat, chops and steaks for all the meal. To really follow a low carbs diet, one should take salads and light foods, and drink more water.

As most of my friends have known, I don't really eat breakfast, so one of my meals is obviously low carbs, safe to say zero carbs. Not eating breakfast is not good as well, but should replace it with sufficient intake of water. I could control my lunch rather easily as I used to be either in uni or at home. I would either take up salad or some vegetable chinese soup in uni:

My salad from Subway!~ I totally fancy them coz they have veges, TONS of olives (gotta request), and of course some meat which are not fried, just poached. For four days, I actually took the same salad and vegetable soup from the chinese restaurant for my meals. I could not stay zero carbs too long as my dad is the 'rice' kinda person, so he would want me to eat rice or at least noodles for some of the dinner. But still, for a week, I have at least 3-4 days of zero carbs intake; and the rest of the days only one of the meals with rice/noodles. As for drinks, I'll look behind the labels, and my limit of sugar level is 7grms. For teas and coffees I take them straight usually so am fine ^^.

My lunch today: scrambled egg (perfect after watching a whole night of youtube and bunch of recipe) + sausages + baked beans. Better with fruits ^^. **I know scrambled eggs sounds easy, but i'm not really good in cooking so gotta do enough research ma.

Pasta has the highest carbs/sugar level, and I really craved for some after one week. It's totally fine to reward yourself with some of the carbs meal after several days of proper control, so I plan to take my favourite pastas maybe end of the week, or next week~ I can't wait to eat pizza or burgers too, to make up for it, i may spend days focus on not having carbs.

Another good thing about low carbs diet is that it helps improve on skin condition and constipation. That is provided you take salads and soups instead of meat everyday la. I conpletely heart this diet because it can help me control my weight (even if not reducing, at least maintain) and my skin becomes better after the tons of veges I ate.

Peeps who can't live without rice (as much asians do) will feel difficult to go on this diet, but there's always so many other diet plans that suits you, just gotta search them up~ Good luck to all and enjoy your meals~

心はキュンほどのかわいい～

2011-07-06T10:09:00.000-07:00

Am in the mood of cute and some more cute stuff, so I decided to post one about all the cute stuffs I saw and they really definitely did moved my heart!!>_<

I shall start with my Ichigo Scrunchie which I've made last week. Got the idea from Akiko and am really glad that it looks good.

Erm, please ignore the terrible sewing if you see any >_<. Am gonna make another same one as a pair (so that i can tie double pony on my head~). As for the remaining fabric, i'll use it to make a tissue pouch for myself ^^. I wonder will there be any left after i finish the pouch.

I was also indulging myself in Shoes lately! All the cute shoes around are just like calling out for me to get them. Somehow I realise that shoe shops in the malls don't sell much newly fashioned shoes, I guess people here would have to wait for like 1 year for popular fashion to arrive?

So...i'm gonna post some lovely shoe pictures here to satisfy myself, hehe.

For some reason, these types of sandals have been really popular in Japanese fashion (maybe since the last season, I don't know). I just love how it looks like, I could match it with lady-like clothings or even with plain jeans. I saw some of these sandals in the nearby malls, but all are in high price, like RM150-200 per pair? Sounds ridiculous since if I get it online it'll not be more than RM60. For these type of sandals, I'm only interested in either brown or light jeans blue (which is why I posted only two pictures of them ^^).

Okay, I just HAD to post these two pictures because it's really kind of my dream shoes now. I love how the formal school shoes looks like, and it's 10cm tall!!Both black and brown looks classic, will look good with or even without socks ^^. And the best of all is that it's shiny~ Am gonna really save up for both shoes. Ichigo walking shoes is really cute, but if I were to have them, i'll change the shoe lace to something more plain (like plain light pink or hot pink shoe lace), and I'll definitely remove that big piece of felt heart and the two pompom balls. Although I love cute stuffs, but I don't really like the idea of wearing toys out for a walk >_<..But i really do love the strawberry print ~

And of course, bodyline shoes are super attractive as well. But due to the higher prices than my other casual shoes, I always had to make a tough decision in buying them. Shipping is a problem too, getting expensive coz no more DHL, haiz...Maybe I'll get a pink one soon, who knows?

p/s: Wanna continue the post with more cute stuffs (socks, bags and many more!!), but this post is long enough, so i'll retreat for a moment ^^.

入学トラブル！！

2011-07-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

I was nearly a Sunway uni student until I decided not to after going to the short 'registering' session with mum yesterday. First of all service was bad, the front desk's attitude was extremely bad and rude, my excitement to go study there had fade like 80%. Top up with the rediculous timetable and how the front desk lady said that I had to TRY MY LUCK in order to get into class made me reconsider. I wonder what's up with having more than 200 RETURNING students, does that mean that they have that much of failing students? Nah, I don't understand and I don't need to understand. Personally I really dislike lecture based schooling, expecially with that much of students in one class. All the while I think what really made me learn are those tutorial sessions that I went.

I did not make Taylor's a choice at first because there're only weekend classes available. I do not really like my weekends being disturbed and so on. But if I compared to Sunway's stupid timetable, I would have a 6 days of full lessons (8am-10pm), not to mention that I always have to be in uni before 7am. It's insane and absurd. I don't think I can be any productive during that 6 days, and even my sunday, I wonder will I really absorb my studies. I was tired of having to stay in uni from 7am-6pm daily ever since my A-Levels until my degree. So any longer hours than that, I really could not accept that. So in conclusion, I had to compromise with myself and go for Taylor's and do their weekend classes. I really hope the Wednesday night classes won't crash too much with my guitar class. I don't wanna stop it now, it's sort of my only happy going class now.

Anyway, will go register for Taylor's this week, and hopefully I do not have to go through any more hassle (including the exemption thingy). Am praying hard that I could take the exam this year end and not dragging anymore. Oh and I have to pray for my wine course as I suddenly do not have confidence that my parents would agree for it (though I have sent my forms). I have been dragging this course for a year and I really want to know more about wine and spirits.

家につまらないから。。。

2011-07-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

Okay, um, Akiko have been saying that my blog is DEAD, which is quite true. It has been like Months (omg) since I last posted. Rather to say that i'm super busy, I have to admit that i'm really slacking off from blogging, which is so not good! So I better buck myself up and start blogging no matter how short the post may be.

So...what happened since the past 2 months...Final exams, C2AGE 2011 performance, and stucking at home. I wonder if there's some other stuffs. About finals, I had to say, I never felt my degree is being a smooth-sailing one. Ignore the issues with some morons and idiots in the course, modules are always so dull and demanding to me. I know I just had to accept it and go over it like there isn't a choice, but feelings are still there no matter how much I tried to hide or escape from it. So, here comes, I failed like 2 of my subjects, still on provision and actual results not out yet, better not put too much hope on it.

What I'm worried of is not being unable to get my degree, I'm quite sure that I could pass my referrals. The thing that makes me go haywire is to start my ACCA course. The datelines are all jumbled up- Sunway uni wants me to get approval from acca, but the god-damned results is not out. And even if it's out, there's this massive problem with my referral exams. Not just that I have to get my maximum exemption from acca, which requires my full results, and again it's not out and I might fail it. Acca exemption dateline is July 31st even though the exam registration dateline is October =_=. Really very stupid considering the exam registration is so far away, but I have to submit the whatever exemption thingy before my certificate is out.

It's not that I'm overly looking forward to my new ACCA course I would say, but I feel uncomfortable staying at home since I will be labelled as a useless person. And of course I wanna get this accounting thingy over as soon as I can. If my registration were to be late, I can't graduate on next year's June, instead I can only finish it on DECEMBER 2012!!! Thats like half more year of craziness, which i'm trying my best to avoid now. And as most of the people know, I'm quite restricted in the places I could go (means I can't go anywhere without anyone). So by studying at least I can be out there, I can go see the world like 20% more than usual.

Enough of my whinning from my troubled study life (since there will always be trouble and I can't do anything but to just go along with the flow for now). I should talk a bit about my C2AGE 2011 performance. As usual I love going on stage, I still think that going up there each and every time is my best moments of life. Didn't take any pictures except for those who took my picture when i was on stage, am quite dissapointed in that. Oh but what makes me really happy is that there are people remembered me from my previous performance, you won't imagine how happy this makes me. I love the crews, people who I work together with even for just a really short while before the stage. And of course I have to thank my mum and sis who fetched and watched my performance.

There are still many things which I can improve on my stage performance, I'll definitely keep pushing myself to become better. Being on stage, I just felt like I could do anything; from sending mails to the stage manager, choosing my songs, editing, remembering the lyrics etc etc... I felt that I could pour my heart in deciding them. The short moment being on stage can be really nerve-wrecking, but after seeing that there's people who listenned to me, and gave me a clap, and remembered me, I got addicted to my happiness and I really want more. I do feel helpless before, since I'm practically choosing this alone, but there are some who supported me by telling me that my recordings were good and I should continue to sing and make my life out of it. All these good and happy stuffs makes me unable to turn back, I should have just go be reckless in my life, at least if I crashed I wouldn't have regret ^^.

So the stucking at home and rot part. Am currently wanting to get more performance, but it's really hard without transport. I can't really start up a band or some group too, since meet ups is demanding for me. I really can't wait for the day I can on my feet and start wallking on my own. Oh and I gave up joining the Music festival due to the lack of mood. I just hope that i can keep my dreams running, as well as my reality.

Tenshi no Cafe + Movie outings~

2011-04-26T07:04:00.000-07:00

This will be the second time I went to tenshi no cafe with Akiko; had lots of fun trying out the menu items and beautiful interior. Hope to go there once more >_<..

Went to watch Red Riding Hood today~~ Mygosh i really love the movie so much, so much suspense build up and I guess the wolf wrongly. I like how movies swings my mood around like that. Love story was nice, and the guys were COOL and AWESOME!! Watching movie is really such a good experience, no matter how many times, expecially with Akiko!~

Am writing this while trying to recover those deleted pictures from my camera SD card. My beloved photos got deleted when we both used the photo printing machine to print out some photos. And the saddest thing is the 4 pictures missing was my favourite!! Really hope this software works and I get to retrive the photos. Wish me luck ><..

Will probably blog about tenshi no cafe experience or something more (recent shoppings) when I get back my mood (my photos!!!). Seeya~

復活！！

2011-04-16T00:28:00.000-07:00

Oh wow, I can't believe this is my first post for the year, after umm...4 months =_=...What a lazy blogger I am.

Anyway, I haven't been doing much stuff, except going to UK for two weeks for exchange~, UK was really fun, many things happen, but it was really great! I love exploring places by myself, forming trips and meet up with my old friends. I love the stuff I got for myself too, for example my Ed Hardy perfume and Juicy Couture ring >_<..How I wish to go there again.

While I was in UK, i got the news that I passed my JLPT exam. Now i'm officially a JLPT N1 level person!! Kinda shock to get a relatively good results as the exam was really tough and only 24% of the whole world passed the exam. I'm sure this result will be of great use to me and I'm happy that my hard work pays. Am sad after hearing the news about Japan tsunami during my trip as I was planning to go to a concert by my favourite band next year, I'm sad that I may have to postpone the trip. I hope that Japan can get through this crisis, god bless them.

More, I had planned many stuffs for myself for this year, I hope I can do all of them and climb up the ladder to become the star that no one can reach. Oh and for beauty plans, I'm currently VERY interested in Gyaru style makeup, so I will buy Popteen mags and Mina mags alternately (popteen has more gyaru stuffs >_<). Am collecting and practicing my makeup skills, have to be a happy pretty girl!~ Oh and I really need to clear up my wardrobe again so that I can re-arrange all my nice clothes and put them in proper order (not selit here selit there).

Will try to blog more starting now, blog revived!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!~

2011-01-01T07:18:00.000-08:00

(1) Here ends my Lovely 2010, and Welcome 2011~~

2010-12-31T07:58:00.003-08:00

Today is the last day of Year 2010. As usual, I will be posting about my year 2010, how I lived through my ups and downs. Since it’s such a special year 2010, I will try to split this long year post into 10 posts, for everyone to view through the entire blog page ^_^.

Index:
1. Brief through the year (this post)
2. Comic Fiesta 2010
3. My 20th Birthday, and sis’s 14th Birthday
4. K-outings
5. Meet-ups with precious friends! ~
6. Performance and music?
7. Japanese & Bon Odori 2010
8. Fashion and shopping (wink wink)
9. Achievements…(+ failures of course >_<)
10. 2011 Goals and targets!!

Ever since I was 16, I had this fear of passing the year without doing anything that can give meaning and memories to my life. And thanks to these feelings I had, I have been trying my best to live my life to the fullest and I have not been regretting it much ever since. Of course there are some unhappiness throughout, but all of those will be over and my sun will be up again ^^. Who knows maybe my life will end in any second, so my target in life is to not have any regrets no matter when my life is to end.

I can say that I’ve had a really nice year, my lovely 2010, the year of Tiger. My year two and beginning of year three university had been normal as well. Lots of unusual and abnormal people I have met, but I’ve managed to grace through all of the hardships without any major problems. Have nearly failed my Year 2, but god gave me a miracle and helped me to pass them. Will be working harder for my final year, I would love to be able to graduate as soon as possible, and go charge in for my dreams! ~

Took my JLPT N1 exam, which I don’t think I could pass. But I still have to thank my sensei, Nakamura sensei for putting lots of effort in teaching me. I will definitely take the exam again even if I failed. After-all Japanese is still my favourite language to begin with.

My trip to Vietnam with mum is really good as well. I enjoyed eating those delicious foods from Vietnam, and shopping + adventure experience is cool as well. Love the dinner which I get to wear my yukata, if not I won’t get much chance wearing them, haha.

I have to thanks my parents as well for supporting me in my events, as well as the precious gift they gave me on my bday. A big thanks for my lovely friends as well, for taking the effort to have fun with me~.

And now to all readers, I shall continue writing the below 9 other posts. A very Happy New Year 2011 to ALL, enjoy your lovely year ahead!

(2) Comic Fiesta 2010 - 18 DECEMBER 2010

2010-12-31T07:58:00.001-08:00

**NOTE: Pictures will be uploaded once I receive them, pls be patience~

This is my first time attending CF and I gave myself a big challenge by performing 5 songs during CF 2010.

Song List:
1. Suzumiya Haruhi - God Knows
2. Hakuouki 2nd season - Maikaze TV size
3. Durarara!! - Uragiri no Yuuyake TV size
4. Angelic Layer - Ameagari TV size
5. K-ON!! - No! Thank you

All of the songs are fast pace songs except Ameagari, therefore it is quite a challenge for me as I’m better in singing slow songs. I always wanted challenge myself with fast songs that require stamina because I’m more of a rock person than a sentimental one, haha. One big mistake I made was to choose a guy song that is quite low in pitch, should not have done that but I still enjoyed that song. Made some mistakes here and there during the performance as well, will definitely remember my mistakes and will do much better for my next performances.

I’m lucky to have Akiko to spend her entire day with me listening to me practicing for CF. I’m glad that her group cosplay performance went well on that day. Really regretted that I did not stay long during CF, will definitely stay till the end for CF 2011. One thing about this year’s CF is that the venue is way too crowded, there are no spaces in between and everyone has to squeeze with each other. Might be hard for people to enjoy the stage performances and doujin stalls.

Nevertheless I’m still glad to be able to perform in such a great event, with the support of my precious family members.

My performance video, taken by sis: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctI8dcuU0iU
*3-5 Photos*

(3) My 20th Birthday and Sis’s 14th Birthday – 17 DECEMBER 2010

2010-12-31T07:57:00.000-08:00

**NOTE: Photos will be uploaded once I receive them ^_^, be patience~

A day before CF was sis and my birthday. I always thought that having the same birth date with my sis is a real blessing, we get to wish each other on the same day, exchange gift and all.. This year we get to celebrate it with our relatives from Ipoh and Singapore.

We had our first celebration on 12am on 17th December, which our parents gave us our first birthday wishes and gifts. We had really great gifts this year, I got a clover leaf diamond necklace and a new ipod classics, while sis got her Xbox and a new handphone. Many other small gifts were given to us, I won’t type them out one by one. Thanks to my 5th aunt for her vampire book and 4th aunt for the angpaos. Gift from friends and teachers were great as well, and I won’t forget about all the birthday wishes from fb and sms. A big thank you for all of you, will definitely not forget this big day of mine.

*Photos of present night*

We had our birthday dinner celebration at night in Grand Dorsett Subang. Nice seafood buffet served, I hope everyone enjoyed their meals. Two cakes were given to sis and I, cheese cake for me while chocolate cake for sis. Had a great time with my aunts, uncle and cousins, and not to forget my lovely Parents who made these entire unforgettable event come true.

*Photos*

Thank you once again!! (Hugs and Kisses)

(4) K!! Outings

2010-12-31T07:54:00.000-08:00

By saying ‘K’ outings, I mean my favourite Karaoke outings. I started my K fever around 2 years ago, with my first K outing with Sayoko. K with Sayoko is the most fun ever K sessions I have ever had, probably due to our same taste in songs. We always feel that 4 hours of K is never enough, we didn’t even have time to finish our lunch!

This year, I’ve had K outings with Sayoko, Akiko and June. It’s Akiko’s first Karaoke session, and I’m glad I’m the first who brought her there. Thanks to June for choosing to celebrate our birthdays in Neway, I really enjoyed it a lot, I hope she did enjoy her day as well (Oh the black forest cake we bought was really good ^_^).

This will be a really short post as compared to the rest >_<. But I still want to add this in because I really really do enjoy all my K sessions and I regard it as one of my greatest happiness in the year 2010, and I’m sure these outing will give me as much fun in the following years as well ^^.

Picture 1: Sacchin and I during K
Picture 2: My hand & Neway~
Picture 3: June & I during our bday celebration in K. She edited the pic using some green lighting...
Picture 4: Me with our bday cake (great blackforest!!!)

(5) Meet-ups with precious friends! ~

2010-12-31T07:49:00.000-08:00

In my year 2010, I met up with my old secondary friend, Tharani! Akiko, Steph, Tharani and I went for a short outing at IOI mall. Although we spent most of our time in Seoul Garden, we had tons of fun chatting and catching up for the time that we missed. I wish the three of us could always keep in touch with each other no matter how much time had passed >_<, I will never forget those times we had together during secondary.

More information about this outing here in the previous post:
> http://sakurazukaminori.blogspot.com/2010/09/blog-post_12.html

Another memorable outing I had is with EC, my dearest friend from A Levels. We went out before she left for UK to continue her studies in Pharmacy. We went Sunway and took Purikura; just like how we used to enjoy ourselves in picture taking, we enjoyed ourselves as much on that day. Had our lunch in the pancake house, remembered how we kept laughing for the smallest thing, and we keep loving our favourite anime, Skip Beat. How we used to talk about our love issues and about the guys we like; how we talk about cool guys in anime and in movies, and music. You have been such a great friend to me, and I really miss you loads ever since you went UK. Thanks for being with me, EC, we will definitely have more time to meet up once you graduate ^_^.

More about EC outing:
> http://sakurazukaminori.blogspot.com/2010/04/blog-post_18.html

One last outing that I would like to write about is my Tea Outing with Akiko, my love. On the last day of September, we went to Sunway to have our lunch/ tea at Winter Warmers, a lovely tea house with nice cozy environment. This is the 2nd tea house I know, my first tea house was the Teapot Café, which my dad always brought me there when I was small. I first know about Winter Warmers when I went out with Eunee for our Twilight outing. Really love all those different tea they served there, including milk tea and flower tea. However, sad to say, my last visit to Winter Warmers with Akiko will be the last time I will ever visit there, because for some reason they have close down their shop in Sunway.

Anyway, Akiko ordered Spaghetti Bolognese while I took Baked Seafood Macaroni with cheese for our lunch. And for our tea, Akiko took vanilla milk tea (if I’m not mistaken), while mine was some rose based tea. We enjoyed our small little chats about everything, and I’m sure Akiko as well hope that we could find another nice place for tea. Of course, we both had many small little outings throughout the year, so I hope we can meet more next year, our meetings are always so memorable >_

First pic: Akiko
Second pic: ME ^^
Third pic: our food
Fourth pic: Akiko's Vanilla Milk Tea
Fifth Pic: My Rose tea~

(6) Performance and Music?

2010-12-31T07:43:00.000-08:00

I had a total of 3 performances throughout the year 2010:

1. C2AGE performance: a little info > http://sakurazukaminori.blogspot.com/2010/08/blog-post.html
2. Performance at Ya’e Charity Dance Party
3. Comic Fiesta 2010

Initially I had thought that I would only get one chance of performing this year, but somehow luck has bestowed me, I managed to get three chances of performing this year! Although they are some mistakes in every performance, I will definitely improve and charge in to my dreams! I will try my best to get more opportunities in year 2011.

About music, hmm, I guess I could say I’m still a huge fan of The GazettE. When I got the news that Ruki has hurt his vocal chord, I was really worried about him not being able to sing anymore. It’s the worst ever thing that could happen to a vocalist if his voice is taken away. Because of this, Sayoko and I made a promise to go Japan for their concert as soon as possible, preferably December 2011 for their tour final, if possible. I had been their fan for more than 7 years; they have given me hope and the drive to succeed in my dreams. Thanks to Sayoko for introducing them to me, I’m sure that one day we will get to see them performing live!

*Bought Shoxx magazine Jan 2011 issue that had them featured for 18 colour pages ^_^, my first gazette in shoxx that made my day again~. Not to forget my Film Bug II as well, hope Sacchin likes her copy~

I do wish to take up Diploma exam for my piano, if I pass my JLPT N1, so I’ll just keep waiting for the results. As for my guitar, I’ll just keep following my pace, hope to be able to play more of my favourite songs in the near future.

(7) Japanese & Bon Odori 2010

2010-12-31T07:39:00.000-08:00

I was lucky to have my mum’s help to get Nakamura Sensei as my Japanese tutor for JLPT1. Nakamura sensei still remembered me, and we both had productive classes throughout my 2 months of preparation. This year’s JLPT new syllabus was very difficult; in fact it is even harder than the previous syllabus. I do not know exactly how am I gonna pass it, but no matter how I will definitely get the cert as it is really important to me.

Just a small announcement, I’m going to start up my Japanese tutoring class next year, I’ll pray that I succeed in this.

Bon Odori 2010 was fun, and tiring at the same time. This time instead of going with my family, I went with Akiko and Sayoko, right after C2AGE. Managed to dance with Sayoko, we had some nice curry rice and green tea ice, and had a great time sitting at the bench chatting with Sacchin ^^.

More info: http://sakurazukaminori.blogspot.com/2010/08/blog-post.html

I wish I could go for Bon Odori 2011 with Akiko and Sacchin again, this time I hope to be able to move around more often (did not do so because my leg was hurting after a long day =_=). Will be praying that Bon Odori 2011 will not be as crowded as the previous time.

(8) Fashion and shopping (wink wink)

2010-12-31T07:36:00.000-08:00

Ok, if I really wanted to type this out properly, this blog post might never end, hahaha. Anyway, I’ve been saving up a bit to buy some fashion magazines; learned a lot of tips on how to improve myself on makeups and skin care ^^. As usual, I love to buy magazines around Oct-Dec because it’s Autumn-Winter season in Japan. I get to see many nice fur boots and coats (talk about coat, mum got me a really cool trench coat from MNG ^_^).

I’m always in my never ending throughout the year, I got myself different makeups, different bags and clothes of course. Just slightly few minutes ago I’m looking at some accessories sale in FB. I’m tempted to get myself some cute jewelry (for example the Daisy necklace from Dengeki Daisy). Have been targeting some stuffs from Bodyline jp as well, such as the fur leg warmers and boots.

Oh and year 2010 is the year when I got all the perfumes and body care stuffs that I wanted, thanks to mum of course. I bought myself a Bodyshop Cherry Blossom perfume, mum got me Estee Lauder’s Beautiful and Loccitanne’s Cherry Blossom perfume (comes with body lotion and shower gel ^^). Mum got me a whole set of Loccitanne hand cream as well (6 in a set) during the return flight from Vietnam.

I just hope one day a lump of cash will appear in front of me and I could buy stuffs that I love without thinking =_=.

(9) Achievements…(+ failures of course >_<)

2010-12-31T07:33:00.000-08:00

To sum up my entire year, my achievements are:
1. 3 performances
2. Finish my Year 2 Uni
3. Went to as much events as I could attend
4. Took JLPT
5. Supported GazettE ^^
6. Went to the cinema alone
7. Didn’t cause any trouble at uni
8. Shopping spree was a success =_=
9. Recorded many songs and started up my vocal cover blog

Failures:
1. Failed some subjects during the first attempt of my Year 2 finals
2. Did not manage to force myself for sports even though I did thought about it
3. I can’t really think of any more failures, but that doesn’t mean I’m good and all, I just can’t think of it as of now, so just let me get by this time >_<.

(10) And FINALLY, the LAST post: Year 2011 Goals and Targets!!

2010-12-31T07:31:00.001-08:00

1. Perform more than 3 performances
2. Pass my JLPT N1 this time for sure (if I failed)
3. Look up for Amber Chia’s Academy image courses after graduate
4. Try to dye my hair
5. Try to go to the nail parlor for once
6. Go GazettE’s concert tour final in Japan
7. Picnic!!
8. Start up my Japanese Tuition classes
9. Enjoy my trip to UK~
10. Become a better person ^_^

This ends the longest posts I’ve ever made, 10 blog posts at once for the last day of the year. Happy New Year and a fruitful year ahead!

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2010-11-17T21:40:00.000-08:00

Was having a massive "blog-deleted" & "email-hacked" situation, that made me lost all my urges to blog. Initially thought of blogging some of my nice outings (before those stuff happened), but I just lost it like that. Anyway, am here now because I (sorta) completed my AIC topic choice form, which I was really dragging and avoiding to look at it. Am having a 2 weeks break, doesn't feel like a break at all, first week was attending WCOA(World Congress of Accountants) and MoneyTree Workshop. This week I have my japanese to deal with as well.

JLPT is real soon, and I'm really worried about it. I keep having the feeling that I won't be lucky as to pass it this time. Am so scared that I don't know how to tell anyone, so I decided to type it here. I somehow looking forward for days to pass, but I know very well I needed more time to prepare. School days have been hectic as well, I can't last through the night as well as how i did usually.

One good news I'm having is that I managed to get a place on stage during CF. I definitely needed some K session, but I'm really lacking of people to go with me. Therefore everytime I think back, loneliness always strike me. I don't have pals where I can go shop with as much as I want, I don't have anyone with me who can enjoy with me all the fun I have, miserable indeed.

I don't feel like typing anything now, thanks to blogger. Bye.

二十歳前、最後の秋

2010-09-28T10:15:00.000-07:00

I'm going through my last Autumn of teenage. Hmm, what can I say about it. Yup!~ Plans plans and more plans! Unavoidable my 3rd year uni is starting real soon, will try my best not to feel the same way as how I went through my year two. Gotta work hard for my JLPT N1 as well, syllabus has gone way much tougher than the previous one, really thanks to my parents for supporting me, as well as Nakamura sensei for putting up with my stupidity. It would be spring again once I passed the exam.

Another thing about Autumn, is of course, Fashion! Cosmetics! *And Akiko!! LOL*. I just adore Autumn fashion, the furs and boots and socks and everything else! Autumn and Winter is the only two seasons which I wouldn't mind buying those expansive Japan/Taiwan fashion mags. Would rather save on Summer, Spring depends on whether the mag is worth buying. So obviously i'm spending my days Staring at my mags (mum bought them for me, thanks~), learning new makeup techniques, and yes omg my wishlist is getting longer and longer (writing on my little notebook).

So, any Autumn wishes? Yup, enjoy every part of my life no matter how sucky it is! (yes i really enjoy vampire stuffs these days, it just reminds me of it when i say the work 'suck').

*Oh yes, I really love my k-on vox amplug, thanks Kent for helping me buying it. Had a real good time playing my guitar since then^^)

Bye now~

土曜日。。

2010-09-12T22:30:00.000-07:00

~11 Sept 2010~

After the outing with AkikoStephTharani on Thursday, my mind is floating around in Daiso, coz you know, the sideeffect after controlling so much not to buy stuff and ended up wanted it =_=. So, on Sat, mum wanted to visit the small stall in IOI mall for nice cottage design carpets. We bought 2 last week to try out see if it matches our house, and yes it fits really nice, very sweet and lovely. I've always been in love with cottage designs (I have a bodyline skirt that has this rose design as well, muahaha.)

Reached IOI, bought 4 carpets (Each design 2). Took a look at the hat stall, but weirdly, the gold beret that fits me well on Thursday does not look good on sat, whats the reason?(Akiko, tell me why, sob sob). Anyway I did stopped by Daiso, got everything I wanted, except the bento box and wrap. Love the pink towel hairband, very useful during makeup and mask.

Mum got a pair of shorts in Elle, I got 3 blouse here and there (one of them is on Vior wallpaper^^). Mum and I got ourselves some nice nail polish (more colours) from Skin Food, umm...we actually wanted to use their free lip gloss sample coz our lips are dry, ahem. Oh yeah, and Mina mag from popular, Will not buy this mag again, it's the worst mag out of all that i've bought (japanese taiwan fashion mag).

Tadaa~

Hope to keep blogging and win my lazyness to blog. Oh yeah, hair salon and nail parlor anyone? Wanted to go for them end of the year.. Oh gosh i've been spending around 2 hours for this short post, am really multitasking, time for lunch, see ya~

懐かしい高校の友

2010-09-12T10:52:00.000-07:00

~9th Sept 2010~
After C.C.'s farewell on 3rd Sept, mum kinda took some leave throughout the following week (except on thursday). And yes, i went out with Akiko, Steph and Tharani to go back to old high school times, outing venue- IOI mall Puchong.

I woke up around 9.30am to start preparing (light makeup and all), trying my best not to make a mess using the liquid eye liner >_>. Done all preperation around an hour later; while waiting for them (Steph and Akiko said that they will be a little late), I tried to go online but fail, network prob i guess. So I had to spend time playing the piano.

After Steph pick me up with her blue car, 3 of us went to meet Tharani in IOI mall (mcd). Tharani has changed a lot since I met her around more than 4 years ago. More feminine and prettier. Maybe I was the one remain too unchanged, same old me? haha.

Decided to skip movie and bowling due to time constraint, need more time to sit down and chat for lunch, gotta catch up with my old friend. We went lunch at Seoul Garden, one restaurant that I would not step in normally. It's a half grill and steamboat buffet restaurant, tons of marinated raw meat to choose from, too bad there's no pork. My favourite is the fish, which i took around more than a full plate. Wish I could go with some one again, or Da Sa Rang at ss15, need barbecue partner, Steph?

What a clean grill plate. I kinda pity the one who has to wash this grill plate later, it's been in terrible condition after we used it =_=. Well we kinda make good use of it...

Variaties of sauce

FOUR hands cooking, boiling and grilling

After lunch we hang out a little around the mall, walked in Padini and saw a black polka handbag which I love, Akiko liked the red striped one more. Stucked in Daiso for the longest time, I've been fighting really hard don't know whether to buy or not to buy some items (Pink ichigo bento box, ichigo bento wrap, chopsticks, pumpkin soup pack, towel hair band, and postcards), wow, after I listed it down i knew i really went through quite some fight, coz in the end i did not manage to get anything, hahaha.

Akiko got herself animal spoon fork set to match with her bento box, she kindly gave me a pink pair to encourage me to get my pink bento, haha, will really go get it when i have the chance. While we stuck at Daiso, Tharani went to popular bookstore to get some papers. Yeah, when she is done we are not even out daiso =_=.

Random shoots at the staircase and carousel:

Cropped by Tharani from one of her pics, she said I looked sweet in this.

Group pics, hope we keep in touch forever~

We dropped by J.CO before going back home as Steph wanna bring home some doughnuts for her bro. Akiko, Tharani and I got ourselves each a doughnut as well. I got Mona Pisa for myself, first time eating a not-sweet-doughnut. It has strong cheese tomato pizza flavor, gonna try more of those salty flavors next time.

Mine is the only pinkish orange-ish, with tomato sauce and sausage around ^^

Definitely gonna take that again~ Gotta thanks to you guys for giving me a fun day, hope to see you guys again, soon. Akiko bts trip, Steph korean food outing? Anyway, love all the friends who always asks me out, love to spend time with you guys. I shall end the post now, kinda late, nitey~

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2010-09-06T05:09:00.000-07:00

I'm back from everything. Yes, previous weekend to my mum's hometown, and this weekend as well. Was trying to force myself to update something, at least something so that i won't neglect my blog. Oh and a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Steph, may you be happy for this year as well.

Went out with C.C. and Shirley for C.C.'s farewell, she's going to UK for the prog. We had some little tiny fun in the car, skipping the movie after an hour inside, a nice lunch, and a really short shopping. But who cares, fun can exist in anywhere, if you know how to find it.

Now, during my trip to mum's hometown, I had lots of thoughts of wanting to keep a journal. Partly due to watching vampire diaries, one of my current vamp heat stuff. Love watching and reading them, but at the same time realises that i don't think I will be able to find a bf anymore due to all those perfect cool vamps lovingly showing their fangs around in fantasies.

Am currently chewing my newly bought, Cheddar Cheese Crispies, I named it my fav snack for now, wonder will i be able to buy it again from Marks and Spencer. BYE.

まだ進める。。

2010-08-21T01:23:00.000-07:00

Am having referral exam now. Okay, I know I've been slacking off really too much during my Year 2, oh well, can't do anything about it now other than force pass all the subs. Resolve of working hard on Year 3 can only be done after I get through this right? However this one now is not as easy, i can't believe i'm actually praying hard everyday. But one thing, after telling my parents about it, I actually felt better. Kinda stupid of me to hide it all to myself for around 1 month. Felt really bad and suffering, can't even enjoy well. Served me right deshou...

Anyway, not just the exams, I've been missing some events as well, Asaban due to prayers, and might not even get to sing in Animangaki. No K partner here with me (Sacchin!!!Come back!!!)..Super itching to sing!!! Oh and can't wait to go out with all my friends, thanks for waiting for me~

Lots of planning ahead~ Seeya!

あ。ちょっと長すぎるんですね。。

2010-08-15T22:31:00.000-07:00

Opps, it has been WAY too long since i last updated, more than 2 months!! Well, I can say i'm half enjoying and half suffering during this summer break, am trying to balance it out not to be engulfed by the sadness, sorrow and uncertainty, coz i have to deal with it mostly alone, yes, it's frustrating. Anyway, things have been almost the same, i stayed at home cooking lunch for sis before her school, go out meet some friends once in a while...I really regretted that i can't celebrate this final holiday for me as much as last year, and it's all my fault. But still I'm trying my best, so I hope all my friends would wait for me, I'll be fine real soon.

Oh and erm, I went for a performance in C2AGE at Tropicana City Mall 17th July 2010. I went to sign-up for the solo singing performance, mainly to show myself whether I love the stage and singing. It ended up really well, yes, I really love the stage and singing, I love the entire practising moments, and every seconds before and after stage. The satisfaction of having fun on stage and sing, and people looking and listening to my voice, was so great that i almost choked in my happiness. Thanks to my mum for sending me, Akiko and Sayoko there, and thanks to mum for supporting me on stage (and the rehearsal the day before).

And I really have to thanks Akiko and Sayoko for supporting me in my singing, you both listen to me makes me really happy >_<..So much that I can say i have no regrets at all in joining this event. Am really happy when someone told me that my singing was nice after stage, even though it's just a short encounter, it's really enough. Organisers were kind to me as well, encouraging me, and clap, say thanks to me after everything, I should say a thousand thank you for everyone for a wonderful day they have given to me, I'll never forget it.

After stage, akiko, sayoko and I went to Ninja Jones for lunch, PORK burger!!! Gosh I love them so much I really wanna go there again!!! It makes me happy enough knowing I'm eating Pork burgers in this country. I chose oriental sauce, which fit really smoothly with the meat, Akiko took black pepper, while Sacchin took sweet and sour sauce...All of them were great from what they said. After that Akiko and I went to change to our yukata for Bon odori (Sacchin is photoshooting with her friends), yes, bon odori 2010 is on the same day. We were taking bus shuttle from tropicana mall to bon odori.

Yukata changing is still time consuming even after practise. We practically have no time to help out each other. Oh and it's my first tme tying a curl bun (learnt it from youtube), and it works!! Akiko tied her hair prettily with braids at the side. We rushed to the bus and went to BO...At BO me and sacchin spent most of the time sitting down at benches, due to the tiredness, while akiko walked around with her friends sometimes, to take shoots of yukatas.

Sacchin and I danced for the last round and yes it was real fun, my first time~. Finding the bus at night is not really a great idea, plus phone not working for us and we are walking with geta. After we reached the bus, there's one fine lady got lost due to her stupidity of wanting to change bus and sit with her friends, our bus took around an hour to move. I kinda lost my temper a bit, which i regretted showing it a bit to sachhin and akiko (all due to my sis not picking up phone, she said she din't get the calls), hhahaa, really my fault for being not used to show everything up. So I hope they would forgive my temper that slightly leaked out of my usual self, hahaha.

Overall it was a great day, tiring, a little scary, but loads of fun!! Thanks to akiko and sacchin for giving me such a great day ^^ Hope to go out like this with you guys again~

うわああ。。ちょっと長いポストね～

2010-06-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

Okay...I've been really slacking off from blogging, feeling super lazy. Was using exam as my reason for not blogging, but nah, just lazy. Will speed up my backlog posts now:

There's few stuffs happenning, I've forgotten about the sequence and the dates, so i'll just lump them together, forgive me for the short description, I'll just briefly go through >_<..

(Will be really random)

1. One night when sis is doing her caligraphy homework, I was bored of studying and went to see her practice, unable to stand the fun (I love writing caligraphy), I took the brush and wrote her practice for her, haha.. After a while, perhaps due to the laughters and chitchats, mum came out and join the fun (winks~)

So i asked her to write a line of poem from a TVB drama series:

What a beautiful writing~ I wish I could write as nice, hahaha...Oh the big words at the right side (with boxes to guide), is my writings >_<, it's not too bad, I hope..

2. Mum went to service her car in Toyota service centre..I went and wait together with mum after my chinese harp lesson. Here comes the fun part, there's a coffee launge where there's free coffee, teas or other drinks, and there's this really nice munchy biscuits!! (cheese cream flavor i think..), I took around 6 packets, a bit 'paiseh', but still, it's delicious!!

Oh yeah and the toyota paper cup for the drinks is CUTE~

3. I finally went to try out Cone Pizza at Puchong jaya! Am really happy and excited. Went there twice in a week, yeah, twice a row, hahaha, both times with mum. Dad and sis haven't tried it yet, they were quite reluctant to try at first, but i guess they are quite fine by now..

Had their cone pizza for my first attempt, Meat Mania flavor ^^, It was just normal to me, quite expansive since it's small. Thanks to Akiko's reminder, I did ask for extra cheese.

Mum took carbonara fettucine for both days, I took it on my second day as well, it was quite a nice experience, but I still prefer the pasta in Italiannies. Still it's not bad for a small restaurant like this.

Quite a satisfactory plate of fettucine carbonara, I don't mind going there again ^_^~

4. Went to the cake house on the same row of cone pizza after my meals, bought 4 different cakes:

Strawberry sponge, Green tea, Marble cheese, and Choc..

The choc cake is for our maid, she left us on the 19th of May 2010, she might be back after a year, but that's up to her..Miss her a little >_<..

5. Ok, so my maid left, and I cooked and prepare simple lunches for sis before she goes to school ^^. One of the days, Akiko came by and helped me on the meals, she cooked nice omelette meals for me and sis, Thanks soooo much, Akiko~

Looks nice isn't it? The dark colour liquid thingy is japanese curry from 100yen, some instant pack that is really easy to cook ^^.

A week after, Akiko came to drop by for lunch as well as pass me the stuff that mum and I ordered, we made lunch together. Our first attempt of hash browns~

It was hard to flip it in the pot, so we tried baking it a while >_<, with cheese, hahaa. It was a nice experience, I will definitely try and make it again~

6. Went to a wedding dinner in Teluk Intan, for someone related to my mum. It was quite boring there, nothing fun and hapenning, unlike other wedding dinners I attend before. But it was fine at least because cousins are there, and our closer relatives were fun to be with ^^.

~My Family~

Cousins and us ^^

That's all for now, am gonna post another backlog post when i'm free!

今日は？火曜日です！

2010-05-03T22:58:00.000-07:00

It's Tuesday today! Am back to post for my lunch (looks like this is turning into a food blog =_=), but posting about food is just fun!!

Today's menu is.... Tomato and Cheese Fried Rice with sunny side up egg!!

It tasted SUPERB!! Oh man, I really should have made this long long time ago. I'm a super big fan of tomato fried rice, but why didn't I thought of cooking it at home??

Am really happy with today's food ^^

Might be doing the butter and cheese fish fillet bun again for today's tea...Cheese everyday, i'm really gonna get fat soon. Gonna make sure I stay at this weight, wanna be those ppl that won't get fat even after eating >_<.

月曜日は？

2010-05-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

First day of study break (Monday), made Macaroni and cheese, using the instant one i got. Added carrot this time, wanted to make it look more colourful =_=.

Haha, from cooking till the finish product! Added extra milk and cheese.. Steps are just too easy, hahaha...
Had Mayo Fish Fillet bun topped with butter and cheese for tea:

Melted cheese are always the best >_<. Wonder what am I gonna eat for the next day..

買い物はやっぱり最高！

2010-05-03T21:47:00.000-07:00

Went out for shopping on Sunday, initially to get my M.A.C. Viva Glam Lady Gaga lipstick ^_^. And yes I got it!! It's quite worth it to me, the colour is sweet and it has the signature on the rouge itself, and the box~ Am indulging myself just by looking it.　

It started when i first saw a strip from my chinese newspaper giving reviews about the rouge:

And what happen? I went though fuss trying to get it, hahaa.

*warning, 6 rouge pictures ahead..

Haha, forgive me for 'syoksendiri-ing' by taking pictures of my rouge. It's too pretty, haha..my 'killer' rouge. The shape looks like a bullet to me, black bullet. Gonna use it along with a gloss, the pink is really bright.

Oh yeah, mum bought a new watch while we went to change dad's watch strap. New black watch, pretty! We shopped a lot, had a nice meal in Manhattan Fish Market, and i bought some new clothes as well!! Mum bought me a pair of black pants and two singlets from Mango (MNG), she got herself the exact same thing as well. I was usually not a fan of MNG, but now it seems that I got a little addicted to it. Somehow it gaves me some creative ideas on how to use their clothes for punk rockish style >_< (I got a pair of black jeans from there as well, yesh). And not to forget my new pink-white strip knitted cardigan, they look really cute to me, bright pink again.

Am really gonna go search for chains and more chains. Waiting for Sacchin to be back for my piercing!! Shoes and accessories!! We are really gonna be busier than PM, Sacchin =_=.

Study Break ahead. Dead.

鮭。。おいしい！！

2010-05-02T10:40:00.000-07:00

Last post before I go to bed (this time for REAL), just really wanted to finish blog about this week's food posts.

The usual koey teow soup stall for dad and my saturday breakfast did not open, so we had to take a big turn to search for breakfast near my chinese harp class centre. And, dad told me his friend recommended a place to eat 'fish head noodles', using Salmon and Cod as their main ingrediants. Dad was not a fan of salmon, but we just decided to try it out since we are out of time (class gonna start!)

And...the noodles turned up to be good! To me, at least. The milk added was just nice, and the fried onions just made it perfect ^^. Love the salmons and cods, they are really fresh. Quite a good quality fish to be cooked in a bowl of noodles, haha.

Ahhh~~ By just looking at the pic makes me wanna go there again. The chilli was great as well ^^. After I came back from harp class, I recommended it to my mum, so I went there for a second time to accompany mum and sis for their breakfast (I just sat there for a drink). Oh yeah not to forget they serve salmon sashimi as well, which I had it with mum. Not a bad experience~

Wish to go there another day, although its costly for a bowl of noodle.

And yes. I'm a fan of Salmon and Cod ^^.

朝飯？？

2010-05-02T10:26:00.000-07:00

Posting this before I go sleep. Realised i took some food pics from my hp cam. I went to try the new stall open in my uni with a friend on thursday, some of you might heard of that shop name: Dessert Bar.

It was still morning when we went there, so I took a 'cowboy breakfast set' as my early lunch (initially thought of just having a drink with my friend). We shared an extra dessert together, namely Mille Crepe. Took it coz it looks the most special among all other dessert.

My Cowboy breakfast set, a footlong sausage (tasted really VERY normal), a sunny side up egg, and some salad with really nice dressing. Looks quite pretty although it does not really taste good. Come with a super diluted coffee, which I changed it to hot chocolate drink, but still, it's really diluted.

Me and Shirley's Mille Crepe. She doesn't really like the taste of the cream; to me it was just edible, nothing more, they could have make it better. It tasted like bread and butter pudding, only it has many many layers, and it's not served warm (and thick).

See here, total of 25 layers. Should have taken some other better desserts =_=.

Anyway, Shirley told me that their lunch set was far better and more worth for money. Gonna try that out the next day i'm going there (first day of exam).

*Exam is soon, yeah I know*

Wish for more lovely foods. 'Chow' time for this post~

眠いな。。

2010-04-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

Am bored and is waiting for some downloads before I go bed, so I added an extra pic of my nail design: Glitter Marshmallow in my previous post. I'm gonna take it off maybe today, and switch a new design, if i'm not lazy.

Feel free to have a look, but it's around the same so you could just ignore it if you want.

~Click Here~

マカロニ　グラタン！！成功～

2010-04-28T01:43:00.000-07:00

Okay, I know I'm NOT supposed to be doing this here. Not supposed to blog until I finish my ultimate scary assignment. But it gives me a little too much stress that I really have to breath here just a while. Can't wait to dump this term paper into the box tomorrow, before 12pm.

Anyway, I'm here to blog about my Gratin!! Made Cheese sauce gratin for today.

The Gratin mix that I bought around 1-2 months ago in 100yen shop:

Cheese sauce gratin for 2 person ^_^...There's some macaroni included but it's DEFINITELY not enough for two person. So I added some of my own macaroni inside.

Preparing...Added some vege that looks like cabbage (I'm bad at this). Oh and milk, cheese and butter of course >__<..

Stir fry everything in the pot, including the macaronies...Looks creamy isn't it ~

Before entering the microwave oven!!

See the extra cheese i put on top...

AND...TADAA!!~ Cheese sauce gratin DONE ^^. Ok, ignore the black spot, it's from the extra cheese I put on top. Would look better if I had some grated cheddar at home. But it tasted good!! Sis liked it as well.

Gonna make some more next week during my study break. Going back to grave with my assignment now, see you in hell~

リスト =_=

2010-04-21T16:53:00.000-07:00

Okay. I realise I HAVE to write up a list for my downloading or else i'll forget or go confuse which to download. Put the blame to Sacchin. She have been spamming and torturing me in the other blog. With LOADS of SUPER cool songs. Help me! Save me!

I've been putting so many songs on hold (have to wait till their release, and I can't seem to remember the loads of dates.

AND, i'm dying for my assignment. YAMAHA, what and how do you expect me to write about you, gosh.

Okay, gonna add a sidebar for list of downloads, chao time.

服です！

2010-04-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

I took some pictures of my newly ordered skirt and graduation-like yukata, posted it at my other blog:

CLICK HERE
Akiko-san, I did not take pictures of my new pink dress because it really doesn't look good, and i'm still figuring out how to wear it nicely. Am having problems taking the pics because I still can't pose and take my own pictures at the same time. Akiko, come and take the pictures for me!!HAHAHA...

Anyway, pls go view my white-black checkered short skirt and the graduation/samurai-ish yukata using the link given above ^^.

暇だから。。つい

2010-04-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

Did my nails today! Was just planning to paint it normally at first, but had that sudden urge to do some cute designs ^^.

Didn't know how to take great nail pictures so bear with this. I name this design: Glittery Marshmallow!

In case the picture ain't clear, all fingers except the thumb has silver and pink stripes, with pink glitter at the egde if each stripe. ^^

うれしいですから、ありがとう。

2010-04-18T09:04:00.000-07:00

Thanks for giving me such a great day EC~

Went out for a short breath after a half day class on Wed. Was really affraid of taking the taxi, but I took whatever precautions I could, so it's fine.

Met EC at the entrance, and we went for our lunch in Pancake house. Took the exact same food since my last two visits, we had the same food by the way.

It looks nice isn't it, tasted good too ^^. Took some pictures throughout the day but I won't post up here (somehow just don't really feel like it). Oh yeah I bought 07 Ghost finally, gonna watch it during the holidays, currently indulging myself in Uraboku.

Some random shoots. We spent around an hour playing around at the 'sticker machine'. Decided to spend our money on one of those.

The tokens, total 20 of them~

Mini sticker photos!~ My favourite >_<. The black one was my favourite, I designed it! There's butterfly at the bottom left corner, haha.

Thanks for giving me such a happy time and bail me out from my jail, love ya~

黒い！靴！

2010-04-11T10:14:00.000-07:00

Gosh it's 1am!! Gonna post something short before I go to bed. Anyway, I bought a pair of new pumps on Sunday! My first pair of black pumps. And checkered >_<, I'm really weak in these kinda stuffs.

Even the heels has pattern, wohoo~ Love ya Ms black!

Gonna save up money for some rock ones!

うわああ～おいしい。。

2010-04-11T09:50:00.000-07:00

A week has passed since my mid-sem holiday ended. I was kinda bored now, so I just thought of posting something. This time i'll talk about food!~

Ahem, food story during my holiday week!

If i din't remember it wrongly, I cooked Spagetti Alfredo Portobello for lunch on monday (29/3), had it with my sis.

It was nice, but I still think we are much better in making red sauce spagetties, mum said we are at pro level already for that, hahaha. Tuesday I went out with Eunee, the one I posted previously > *click here*.

Hmm, wednesday. had some experiment with instant pasta (dad bought them). Heard it before? INSTANT pasta. Just like instant noodles, yeah, this one is pasta. Just dump everything in the pot and it'll go nice. But of course, we are doing it at home, so obviously we are adding some other ingrediants in it (cheese absolutely).

Creamy mushroom and onion flavour!! Onion my favourite ^^. Oh it's penne by the way. Tasted kinda good by the way, really strong mushroom flavor, ergh why do instant stuffs always tasted this good. Here's the finish product:

Added quite some cheese, so it looks really creamy. Had to put it in a bowl because we made too much gravy. But who cares, as long it tasted good right?

Thursday! Will never forget this, haha. I made pancakes!! Woke up quite early in the morning, doing pancakes with the help of my maid, doing it once in a while is really fun. Expecially when the whole family is eating it!!

Hotcake mix I got from somewhere I have forgotten. Second picture, mixing the batter! Am gonna get these mix again, to make more in the near future.

DONE!!A full plate of pancakes~ Pls ignore the burn parts, I guess it's due to not using a pan while cooking it. And from what akiko said, I used big fire, so it'll make it uneven. But anyway, it;s a real fun experience, sweet and a touch of saltyness ^_^.

Got this pic from mum. She took it while eating it in her office. Am really glad they all love it. Eh, the pancakes look kinda nice here, hehe..

And of course, thursday's the day Akiko came to my house ^^, see previous post > *click here* Thanks a lot Akiko-sama~

Ok, here come friday. Posted about this day's lunch in my partner blog. Had Mcd for lunch! With sis and maid of course.

Haha, ignore the messyness of the first pic. Haven't got time to arrange all the foods. Ordered doube cheese burger for myself! Am really indulging myself, haven't got much chance to take fast foods ever since I'm in that new 'state of art' campus =_=.

Here comes dessert for Friday, guess what? Mc Flurry! I'm not much of a fan but sis loves it really much.

I only took mine after sis left for school. Half of it. The rest I finished it during dinner. Caution: do not put it in a freezer for more than 3 hours, or else it gets frozen!!

Wow, it has been long since i've posted this much of picture. Definitely a good way to pass time when you are bored, blogging and thinking hard about what happened in the past. Hmm, I guess that's it for now, cya~

はかまと苺

2010-04-01T23:48:00.000-07:00

Thursday:

Woke up early in the morning to make pancakes (pics of pancakes will be posted in further post). It was a nice experience, and definitely a better feeling when everyone in the family is eating it.

Akiko came by in the afternoon/evening. She wore bright red blouse with nice black red checkered skirt, and her bodyline brown boots ^^. Oh yea and I had a nice little bento made by her, thanks a lot.

Cute isn't it? Potato salad and nuggets. I really love the little animal fork. Gonna go visit daiso again for the bento box. I wonder if there's a more oriental pattern for it...I'm really into oriental designs nowadays.

Akiko got me a souvenir from GACC, a Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei clear file. It has really nice oriental patterns at the sides, with zetsubou sensei in the middle. I totally din't expect this, so i'm a little surprised. Should I use it? Should I not?

My hp cam again, it's blurred. But anyway, you can see from here the red sides, and some tradisional feeling patterns around..ergh, just love it. Had various anime clear files, din't wanna use them, but at the same time feels like i'm wasting them, haih.

Oh yeah, and the strawberry glass beside, thanks a lot to akiko coz i LOVE it sooooo much that i've been starring it for 2 days whenever i'm in front of my com. It's just so nice to look at, I'll remember of you everytime it's with me, and nana of course ^^ (even my sis says its nice~)

Here, a clearer pic for the strawberry glass (LOVE). Still thinking whether I should keep or use it, ergh, dilemma. I wonder how will you use your glass, akiko...

And....I got my 'yukata' (graduation hakama like/kendo-ish/samurai-ish looking kinda yukata), I hope there would be people understanding what i meant, Sayoko understood it!! I just think that it looks way better than the picture in bodyline. The colour is darker and more oriental-ish, just ironned it not long ago. Might take some pics with it when the day comes. Planning when i'm gonna debut with it >_<, and some other hidden issues...But I just have to say I really love the 'yukata'!!

Before I stop, Thanks to Akiko once again ^_^. Oh and don't forget to drop by my partner blog: 'http://tsunagaru-kokoro.blogspot.com' It's revived and getting really heated up now~

さよこちゃんと一緒に作ったブログ－見てください！

2010-03-31T09:55:00.000-07:00

Had a really nice and LOOOONG chat with Sayoko, and due to some hyped up reason, we decided to revive our partner blog!!! I'm really glad about this idea, as I think it can really helped me to be happier and easier to past my time during terrible uni hours. Am not gonna let that blog dies away again.

The new blog is gonna be really FUN, so pls visit and comment if you want to.

Here> http://tsunagaru-kokoro.blogspot.com

*For those who reads my blog and loves to critisize and gossip about my ideas of posting something, I won't mind if you guys continue reading them, but pls bear in mind that you guys are not the one who are influencial enough for me to change stuffs in my blog. But I would love to see faces of you guys reading this line though, as you guys know very clearly whom and what i meant - caught ya!

For most of my blog readers, don't worry, I only mean a specific group of people in my uni who verbal spamming my blog. For all other readers besides them, I thank all of you for supporting and reading this blog, and really appreciated your thoughts of trying to know me more to keep us connected. Thank you for bearing with some complains I had, and shared my hapiness with me.

出かけた、出会えた

2010-03-31T09:42:00.000-07:00

Went out with Eunee on Tuesday. Met Kok Yoong and Li Ginn, whom I've had a nice chat. It's nice to contact with people in this point of time when I'm still unsure about my future, but at the same time it makes me really emotional. Sunway University College was supposingly having their fire drill around 10.30am, Eunee finished her class before the fire alarm rangs, so we went off to Sunway Pyramid through the free shuttle.

Had a really long time smelling and sniffing various perfumes. Am glad that Eunee was beside me and giving me suggestions about which perfume to get. And after at least and hour of sniffing, I done another 'First' experience in my life. But am still having the strong urge for another one, I'll think carefully.

Had a nice talk - 'interviewing each other' session with Eunee. This is way different from what I used to do when I go out. But this way, it feels more quiet and it helps us to know each other more.

Wish to go out...Kinokuniya for some JLPT Level 1 Reference books, Neo-genesis and some literature; Sunway and Midvalley for a nice shopping and more food experience.

戻りました。。

2010-03-20T10:42:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I'm back =_=.. Have been too lazy to blog, ever since months ago I guess. Everytime I saw my blog I just have to do something else, forgive me. I deleted all the pending posts from before, as I don't think I could write in exact everything happened in those events, and besides the mood is not there anymore >_<; Really feel sorry for Eunee, but I'll put it in my heart forever, all pictures are with me too ~

Let's see, what is happening to me lately. Oh yeah, I passed my JLPT 2 Kyuu, am quite surprised and of course happy. All different feelings mixed together in my heart, I don't know what to say. And I'm about to signed up for GAMP and C2AGE's stage performance, having a BIG problems choosing songs, wish me luck.

Uni life, I hate to say this, but its quite suffering, been trying my best to keep my spirits up. New campus sucks, but am still trying to adapt, trying to cheat myself from thinking it isn't that bad. Relationships in uni sucks terribly as well; assignment group members gave me quite a hard time, but I succeed in not blowing up. Has pros and cons though, if it was me previously I would have defend myself and let my emotions go freely, but I didn't. I bottled all my dissatisfaction in my heart, and let things just pass by and I really hated myself for doing that. It's like I'm not how I used to be anymore, better EQ? Better temper management? Well you could say that, but I can't really forgive myself and get over it that soon. Many of my friends have had problems too, and each of them handles it in a different way; I'm just seeing them from the side and do nothing.

So to sum up all, basically my Year 2 life up till now is nothing but sitting down and be on top of the fence. I don't put myself in anything, physically and mentally. It's a little sad that whenever I turn around, there would be no one. When I badly need someone to have meals with, there would be no one. And even if I'm having meals with some friends, I have nothing to say or share. Worst, I now have no desire to get over with this, am tired and is going to be a living corpse for around 1 more year.

Anyway, putting that aside, Am planning to do some early self study for JLPT Level 1. Want to go order Neo-genesis as well, therefore it would mean I'm going to Kinokuniya soon. Can's wait for my holiday, so I can go have some decent meals, go have a walk with or without people with me, have some nice fresh air, improve my singing in K session, read some nice books and new informations....Lot's of nice stuff awaiting, so I should at least ignore my life now and look forward for it ^^.

十八歳のいろいろ。。

2009-12-17T07:48:00.000-08:00

I just have to post this on my first day of 19th years old - What I've been through in my 18th year and what I felt. Ever since the same day last year, I've decided to live my 18th year the best I could, do the most I could do. Well, of course, life isn't just about happiness, there's lots of problems and sadness throughout the year too, but thats the point of life.

I'll start from my bday last year, mum and sis went to my uni, to organise a mini lunch party during my lunch hour, with my bunch of friends. Well, I don't call most of them 'friends' now, but out of the bunch of losers there's some which I find them as good friends, and i'm really glad I met them. Uni was a big problem for me during my 18th year, in the middle of my first year I felt so horrible that I hated that place so much. I was betrayed by my so called 'close friends' directly in front of me, and no, I will never forgive and forget that moment because it will continue to help me grow. I utterly hate myself for being so close to Rabbit (a short name I gave to that person). I hate myself for going to her house, for chatting so much about dramas and movies, i hate myself for trusting her so much. However, I'm really grateful that during the harsh times my parents were there to help me, and Chen chin, who looks like a float when i'm about to drown. She helped me a lot during the hard times, and because of her i got back the motivation to continue to live within a bunch of hypocrites. Ah, another thing that saved me was the 4 months summer break as well, gives me a peace of mind from those inhuman creatures.

I had totally fully used my holiday, or so I thought. I took my grade8 theory exam (I got a merit!!), I took my chinese harp grd8 exam (distinction for this), and I joined the piano competition. I do work hard on all of them and I did get a lot of experience, and I never regret the time I spent for them. Another important thing in my life that appear on my 18th year of life is my electric guitar - Ren, which dad gave me during my 18th bday. It made me go one step closer to my dreams, and once again assuring me that my dreams would never fade if I continue to persue it. I have to thank Ren for letting me to meet my guitar instructor, Mr Yap, he was really a kind teacher, and openned up my eyes once more ^_^.

Throughout the year I had many outings with my close friends, they never forget me no matter how far they are. I will try my best not to forget any single memories with all of them. Not to forget, I got my first Gazette album this year! On their 7th aniversary, hope I will grow along with them, they are really my idol. DIM outing with sayoko, my best K partner, I really realise that there's no one else in the world now that I could have so much fun with in K, thanks so much and am really looking forward to see you again.

I took JLPT Level 2 this year as well, which was one of the steps to get closer to my dream. I really wondered what's my results but anyway, I did put my effort in it and thank you nakamura sensei for her teachings. My beginning of uni year 2 was great too, as I do not have to make any contact with people I do not wish to speak with. And I got closer to another friend of mine, Shirley. Both C.C and Shirley really helped me a lot in uni, once again, thank you.

The saddest news in this month is that my grandmother left us. I know that no one else will write about it, but I always think that we could always think the other way round, grandma is living in a world filled with happiness and freedom now, free from any suffereing. Thank you for giving birth to my mum, which is the main reason why I could be here to see the world.

I'm proud of myself for my 18th year and I'm really looking forward for my 19th year, my final year before i'm a young adult. My 18th year will now be a past tense and will lock in my memories forever, thank you everyone and I love all of you. With this i will proceed to the next year of my life and I do have many plans for this year too, gonna do my best in my everything, so that I would not regret living everyday.

JLPTの最後だ。。次わどうなるよね。。

2009-12-06T08:11:00.000-08:00

Today my JLPT Level 2 has officially ended. I don't even know whether to feel relieved or to feel saddened by the end of it. Although the two months of preperation has been hard, as I have to go through more than other students; but it's still the only thing that made my study life more exciting (I would die of boredom if I did not take it). My busy tuesdays will end, will I feel the emptyness of it? LOL.

I remembered the first time I decided to take the exam, mum was kind enough to help me to arrange all the nessesaries, helping me to send in the forms and so on..And we encountered some problems, such as the two lousy front desk girls in ICLS. Until today I can't forget what they have said or done (they keep saying I won't get to pass the exam and so on...). Oh well, let's see if that's the issue, If I do pass, it would mean the failure of ICLS centre's classes, as they said that to be able to do JLPT Level 2 I must have took at least advance level 7 in icls, but see now? I'm not even in Advance 1 yet. This means that they should not judge people without knowing the standards of other party.

But so to say, icls's teachers are always the best. I really have to thank Nakamura sensei for all her teachings and understandings. She did not give stupid comments (such as I will surely fail) but she put more care in helping me to go through all the hardships. I've done all that I could have done in this exam and even if I failed it's not my fault or nakamura sensei's. Overall, Thank you Nakamura sensei! 中村先生、ほんとにありがとうございます、また今度ぜひお会いしましょうね。。＾＿＾

And I have to thank dad for sending me to this far far test centre, and spend a long hour with sis while waiting for me. JLPT is really one of the best thing that happen to me this year, would definitely take level 1 if I pass this, gonna take the results on March!

*Note: The reserved posts are for - my DIM outing with Sayoko^_^, plus one more previous reserved post which is for shirley's bday..Am really too tired after the hectic day, will try my best to post them asap.

父さん誕生日におめでとう!

2009-12-06T07:33:00.003-08:00

5th December was my dad's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA ^_^..Hope you have a nice year ahead and hope you like the gift mum, sis and I bought for you. Due to my JLPT exam on the next day, we din't get to have much fun celebrating dad's birthday, really sorry..(will definitely go for a movie if I did not have my exam). But yeah, we still could watch movies anytime.. Once again, Happy birthday!~

The GazettE: DIM OUTING! さよこさんとのお出かけ～

2009-12-06T07:33:00.001-08:00

And FINALLY, here's the post:

Sayoko is BACK on Tuesday and we went out straight away on Wednesday ^_^ ! Haha when I called her during tuesday night she was just reaching home, what a nice timing. We both decided to go for a DIM celebration outing + Fun Karaoke time for the first outing (first after she is back). DIM album was released on the 15th of July 2009 and we both ordered the limited edition (big hole in our pockets T_T, but worth it!). I was holding back soooo hard controling not to post on DIM just to wait for sayoko. Sayoko bought a GazettE artbook, a super pretty one, while I got myself DIM guitar picks and DIM wrist band. Sayoko brought her artbook during our meeting by the way, and we did took lots of pics of GazettE!

DIM intro first:

It was really a super tough time getting the album, problem to get someone to pay for us, problem to retrieve the stuffs from the post office (THANK YOU AKIKO FOR HELPING!!), etc...But all the problems are worth it! The album is just super cool wei...

LOVELY hologram cover case! You get to see different images in different angle. I was really surprise when i saw the cover because I had expect it too look ugly (sorry, ruki!). It was beyond my expectation that the cover is sooo pretty and cool! The normal version is just a cube in the middle, no hologram effects. It has the feel: WORTH IT!.

Haha, limited! The Limited edition sold off before they were ever release! See how cool GazettE is ^_^..The differences between the normal one is the cover, and one extra dvd (the pvs and makings). Invisible wall pv saikou!!

Here's the tracklist:

1.「剥離」
2. THE INVISIBLE WALL
3. A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN
4. LEECH
5. 泣ヶ原
6.「エリカ」
7. HEADACHE MAN
8. 紅蓮
9.「子宮」
10. 13STAIRS[-]1
11. DISTRESS AND COMA
12.「感触」
13. 白き優鬱
14. IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS
15.「朦朧」
16. OGRE
17. DIM SCENE

My personal love is Invisible wall, nakigahara, and all the songs from the older singles. And oh by the way the newest single Before I Decay was super cool as well (i can't afford to get the singles, will wait for the next album ^^).

Now back to the outing, we met each other on 11am at the karaoke, and of course, start singing! At first it was hard to find songs to sing, as i think they changed their setting and added some japanese songs, the songs become unorganized. But after a while, here comes the karaoke thing: There's too much songs to sing and no time!!! So we decided not to do photoshooting and save more time in singing. So many new songs to explore and yet the old songs were so nice to keep singing.

After karaoke, we decided to have some tea at San Fransisco Steakhouse (photo shoot!). Had a big time thinking what to order, the price there was not very friendly. And in the end we took one chocolate fondant, and one morning breeze drink.

Chocolate fondant is really the best i've eaten. The outer part is crispy, and inside is warm filled with chocolate liquid. Topped with vanila ice-cream.

Me and Sayoko with Morning Breeze~

And now the GazettE moment:

US with DIM album

The autograph booklet

Sayoko and REITA!! and KAI~

Me and Lovely URUHA and Super Cool AOI ^^

We and RUKI!!!

Now the artbook, it's super heavy, i really love it, but I know very well how much more items in my wanted list...

It comes with a box, and many posters..

Me and the super cool artbook

Sayoko and her artbook, can see how happy she is, hahaa

The artbook, without the box..

We spent some time looking through the artbook, staring at some of the cool pictures...and chat as if no one is in the world, hahaha..It was just super fun even sitting down doing nothing. Oh yeah, we did have some emo look photoshooting, which i'm lazy to post all of them up here. But here's my best take for Sayoko:

How's it? I just love this pic ^_^

And yeah, here we ended our DIM outing...Gonna go for another karaoke meet perhaps near my bday, and i'm gonna bring my DIM guitar picks. Thats all for now, see ya~

MAJOLICA MAJORCA サイトアップ！

2009-11-29T06:24:00.000-08:00

I officially sent the Majolica Majorca Web Design Contest form. Phew, really was quite a rush completing it. Please visit from the link at the sidebar, and feel free to leave some comments ^_^..Now i'll have to FOCUS solely on my JLPT!

秋と冬の色

2009-11-27T21:06:00.000-08:00

School restarted after one week of break. This week of uni wasn't busy and long because there's a holiday on Friday, and I get to go home early two of the four days (Maid not at home, mum picked me up earlier to accompany sis). Got my JLPT vocab and listening trial results, both got 81%, which is pass, YEAH!!I wonder how is my comprehension results...Will pray super hard so that I could do the questions is the actual JLPT paper .

Got 3 nail polish from Elianto on wednesday while getting a gift for dad (bday gift) and cousin (gift for leaving the country).

Yeah, I know, my hp cam sucks...Can't even see the real colour from the pics..haih. Erm, the pink one...it's actually bright pink mixed with gold glitter, so it has the kind of Autumn feel (maple leaves); the blue one has blue glitter in it, the Majolica kinda metallic blue, Winter feel! Haha, I got myself autumn and winter colous this year, gonna force myself to put on nail polish consistently from now. As for the platinum white, there's this RM1 nail polish promotion in Elianto, each colour in a period, now should be metallic brown i guess...It's worth it, so go get them!

Went to Subang Parade with Shirley for a short trip in between of my classes, to check out Tamagotchi. Yeah, I've been crazying about them lately, gonna do lot's of research before getting them..Unfortunately, there's only like 3 designs in that outlet, looks like I have to go to other place to search for more designs..Just hope I could get the pattern I like ^_^.

Had tea with Shirley in Shilin, Taiwan Street Food. Had a super extra large fried chicken with Taiwan Tenpura. The chicken was WAY TOO large for me, but the Taiwan tenpura was fine..gonna visit it again, sunway has this stall as well ^^. It's a good snack, hold the packets and shop!

Paid for The GazettE's DIM tour cd this week, heart ache, ouch. And by the way, Sayoko is coming back soon!!We are gonna have loads of fun celebrating the arrival of our gazette stuffs. See you real soon, Sayoko!

ラブリの三日

2009-11-25T04:54:00.000-08:00

Had a one week mid sem holiday last week, strictly say my real holiday was only 3 days, 16-18 Nov 2009 as we went to mum's hometown from Thursday till Sunday. My Monday was fine, staying at home relaxing, surfing the net and all...Tuesday was my JLPT trial exam for vocabulary and listening paper. Was really worried about the results but it turns out to be fine ^_^ (Thanks to all the prayers~).

Wednesday was relaxing at home as well, until Akiko came online and we chatted. She decided to baked me some potatoes (which made me almost cry) for my lunch. I had heard about her making baked potatoes from twitter and all, and I just can't believe I got a chance to try it! hehehe...Anyway, Akiko arrived my house around 3 something in the afternoon. Passed me the stuff which I ordered in F+F from her. Nodame bag is super worth!!And my saphire ring! OMGosh, I really didn't regret buying it. Love my wing ring also, another pair ring with Akiko ^_^. Can't wait for a chance to use all of them.

Back to the potatoes, IT WAS GREAT. I wanted to try making it when I got the chance to buy some potatoes.

Topped with CHEESE(my love), hhahaa. Meanwhile chatted with Akiko about Arakure (the manga i'm super crazy into now) and showed her the anime lyrics typing game, hope she like it.

By the way, I've always wanted to take pictures of the tree in front of my house. Well, mum don't really like it because it is the one and only tree which all its leaves has fallen. But I love it because of the same reason. Here's some pics taken using Akiko's hp cam, tree in rainy season:

Second pic: Taken in the angle which you can see the mountain behind my house.
Third pic: Taken directly under the tree.

I will take more of them with different views next time...
Note: currently playing Lacie Pandora Hearts on piano, and planing to get Arakure manga

私のかわいそうな、傷ついた指

2009-11-13T22:27:00.000-08:00

Had a nice and fun week with C.C. and Shirley..Normal Monday; Busy Tuesday with my favourite Japanese class - I've improve a lot in my grammar and comprehension, but still really worried about the coming trial exam and dec 6th JLPT exam. This is a language exam, therefore I can't expect to do well just because i can do well in the past year papers. There are millions or japanese vocabs and grammars outside that i've never seen and use before. ERGH! What should I do!!!Really worried sick about my JLPT, really have to pass it because it my 2009 birthday wish (hahaha).

Had a nice Wednesday with C.C. and Shirley, we went Sunway Sushi King for lunch + went to ACE hardware to replace Shirley's car carpet. Saw a LOVELY stall in sunway that sells japanese stationaries, gonna add it in my 2009 birthday wish list too, hahaha...Thursday was another fun day, really wish to go sing more. Sayoko! I'm waiting for your holiday! Come back and we'll have some more fun in K-ing + DIM outing! (we promised to have a DIM outing to gather all GazettE goods we got throughout the year, out DIM, sayoko's artbook, my DIM goods and possibly(my dead wish) DIM tour cd.

Now here comes the main part. I've injured my finger. Well don't ask me how I did it, I really do not know what has happened. Out of sudden, I felt uncomfortable while typing and the next thing I know is I can't bend my finger. Then it becomes swollen and I can't even fit in a ring which I normally could. Informed my dad the first thing on Friday morning (realised it late night). Went to see the chinese physiotherapist (Tit Tar in cantonese) on Friday afternoon. At first the treatment was fine, until I told the therapist i don't really feel pain, he kinda used more energy and I surrendered. Finger was bandaged with some chinese medicine, and could be removed on Saturday morning,

Here, my bandaged finger. Haha, you could see the nail art I did last week on my mum's birthday. Yeah, after the bandage is removed i still can't really bend my finger, thats expected though, can't be recover completely after one treatment. If I'm still not recover until Monday, I would have to go see the therapist again, which mean more pain session.

Haih, I should focus 100% on my wish list since i'm now unable to play my instruments..Wish everything can go fine asap. *note: it's my mid sem break next week (1 week), and I badly want to go out*

7th NOVEMBER 2009 母さん誕生日におめでとう！～

2009-11-09T08:33:00.000-08:00

Mum went back to her hometown (Teluk Intan) for almost a week, from Tuesday till Saturday (7th Nov) due to some urgent matters regarding my grandmother. Sis prepared a small hp strap with Mum's initial months ago, while I search around to find extra stuff to hook on the strap. I also found a good birthday message card days before her birthday and decided straight to get it the first moment I saw it. Oh yeah, and I helped dad out a bit on selecting his gift for mum.

On saturday after my chinese harp class, dad and I went to Pyramid to get my watch batery changed. Sis did not follow as she is having her finals. Sadly, the battery model of my watch has sold off, and because of this, dad decided to get me a new watch! I really did not expect such a turn of event. Well, I do love my old baby G a lot, since it's my first and I got it from Australia; But my new one is a super cool one! Pure black in colour, function is exactly the same as my previous one i guess.

Say HI to my new black baby G ^_^...I won't throw away my old one..gonna replace the battery when there's stock. Hope to use this black watch as long as possible.

Did my nails after we reach home,a simple pink base with rose patterns. Mum reached home shortly after i'm done with my nails. She looked tired, due to the journey + family issues, but I'm very glad that she is back. We went Lobsterman for dinner, to celebrate mum's big day. Ordered: one Italian cheese baked lobster Termidor, one chinese style lobster, one steamed lobster lotus rice and half dozen of cheese cream mussels.

Had to take 3 person per photo because we can't get another person to take a full family picture for us. Anyway, the lobsters were as great as usual and I really did enjoy my dinner. Hope mum enjoy hers as well. It's impossible to forget or put down those unhappy things that happened, but at least I hope she could fully enjoy her happy times. Love you mummy and happy birthday.

Before I forget, mum brought back BB cream for me (bought from cousin). I've always wanted BBcream that could cover my terrible scars, and I hope it suits me ^_^..My favourite is the mini rose foundation~ Kent you are right, I really do love it.

It's really sooo sooo sooo adorable! Feel sayang to use it, hahaha.. Thanks to mum for buying it for me and thanks for kent who recommend it to mum. And once again, a very Happy Birthday Mummy!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

2009-10-31T08:44:00.000-07:00

Wanted to post this as soon as possible...As now is still Halloween. I want this post to be exactly on the 31th Oct 2009 ^_^..

Woke up in the morning for my chinese harp class, my teacher is as usual, cute but wearing boldly. Had dimsum for breakfast and packed home some for mum and sis. After mum had her breakfast, I accompanied her to her office to shut down her computer, sis stayed at home to do some readings on her exam next week. Dad went for grocery shopping by the way. After mum cleared up some stuff in the office, we head to Sunway Pyramid to get Krispy Kreme Halloween doughnuts (before that we went to some cd shops in ss19).

I just love the way people celebrate Halloween, cool decorations around enough to make me happy... Manhattan Fish Market restaurant looks like a haunted house, while Krispy Kreme had four new flavors of doughnuts specially for this event. Unfortunately, I din't manage to get the whole set of four, the pumpkin design has sold off when we arrived. So i just got the 3 other flavors, spider web, some sprinkle design and skull design.

We wanted to have some cream mussels and mushrooms in fish market before we leave, but mum remembered she has a bday dinner with her friends, so we quickly rush back.

I find that in this country people don't really celebrate Halloween that much, so I'm in my syok sendiri mode again. Finding stuff to make myself excited, such as getting cute related stuffs, and feeling totally in mode for the event. So i guess this year I should be contented about how i'm doing it, the lovely doughnuts and the 31 baskin robbin halloween limited pen which I had weeks ago. ^^

So how do you guys celebrate your Halloween? ^_^

( Before I forget, we had some ice-cream in Haagen Daz and some shopping before getting the doughnuts. Shopping is always a never ending story!!)

つまらないかもしらないですが。。。

2009-10-31T08:40:00.000-07:00

100 yen shop in ss15 has finally opened! I've been waiting for it for quite some time.. Went to have a look on the second day of opening, but did not get anything. Monday C.C. wanted to get some washing bags, so we decided to go for a second visit. And guess what, i can't control from buying the snacks there again! Saw a lovely little glass, perfectly fitted for plum sake. But managed to prevent myself from buying..

Our snacks ^^.. We took that jelly drink thingy, mine is peach, C.C.'s is grape. I definitely will get the butter flavor chips again, it just fit my taste buds so much. C.C. did not really like buttery stuff, but i guess she will be indulging herself with those instant noodles she bought. By the way, the green little thing in the picture is some sort of gummy candies, which i gave them to sis. Gonna really consider whether to get the sake glass.

Tuesday was a scary day for me. Having around 10 hours of class is really insane. Taylor's super torture system really works, but the point of having all class cramped is STUPID as I don't think any student out there can survive a 6 hours of continuous class and manage to cramp in all infos given by the lecturer. The worst thing is the image consultancy workshop that we students are FORCED to attend. Basically i'm thinking that instead of wasting two precious hours of mine listening to someone talking about what clothes to wear, if the lecturer did not teach for that two hours, perhaps I could just take some rest.

Here's how lame the workshop is:

1. The speaker (I do not want to put her name here) said that people who work in finance dept should only wear black or other solemn colours

2. No pumps or nice heels allowed, because guys will get attracted, she also said that if we work in Big Fours, we wont even need to think of wearing those (I'm betting 101% she din't even work in bog fours before)

3. The more you cover, the more professional you are

4. Those new guy fashion are Gay looking

5. KEEP saying she wears the best

...

It would not end if I continue to list down what interesting stuff she said. So anyway, after her session, I informed my tax lecturer that I would have to leave half and hour earlier (he extended his classes from 6pm till 7pm!!!), because I have JLPT class at 7pm. I need half and hour to walk there and take my dinner, or i'll think i'm even greater than a vampire (come on, vampires at least drink blood). So at 6.30pm, I left my seat and head towards the door, I was so sure that there would be no problem because i've already informed the lecturer before he started his class. BUT, when i left my seat he said: 'oh, there are students who are leaving my class, but nevermind, just get the notes from your friends k?' I just do not understand his thoughts for purposely saying that. Oh, forget it. Because I had such a great time during JLPT class, the class is really the ONLY thing that made my day on tuesdays...

Had some korean meal for lunch. Due to the rush, I did not really enjoy it that much. Really hope to go there again with C.C..Mum picked me up after she went to SJMC, I thought she would be able to get the report, but unfortunately staffs in SJMC is brainless (mum waited for hours and NO one told her the report is not out). Mum and I went to IOI, mainly to get her long awaited green colour contacts. And with this I finally get my gold mirror!! It suits my cosmetic case sooo much ^_^.. *got a new blouse, and 2 mangas*

Went home early on friday. Put on a mask and switch on the aircond (i don't usually on it during the day), had a nice relaxing late afternoon.

Halloween is on Saturday! Yeah!

またいろいろな生活。。

2009-10-27T09:03:00.000-07:00

Am super tired now, exhausted, but still forcing myself to type this post (which supposed to be written on either sunday or monday). Do not have the energy to write in detail what I've gone through during the week, but just gonna post some pics of the foods which I ate:

Forgive me for the blur shoot. This is some cheese baked chicken with herbs (I don't think it's the correct name), from Peppercorn cafe. Usually will go to this place for some full lunch+nice environment if either me or my friend has the mood.

Had this terribly sweet banana boat with Shirley in Noodle Station. Well the extreme sweetness is mainly my fault, I specially ordered the banana boat with all three chocolate flavor ice-creams. But put the dessert aside, I'm still happy to go have tea with Shirley, when I do not even have a place to go (stray cat mode).

Fried rice!~ I could say this fried rice entered the top 5 list of The best fried rice stall i've ever had in my life of 18 years, hahaha. But have been having this for around twice a week, due to the rushness of classes and eating alone. Afterall it's the few places which i feel safe eating alone..

Oh yeah, during the week, mum brought back home some beautiful okashi お菓子(given by japanese boss). I was kinda mad taking lots of pics and feel sorry for eating such a cute desserts. Here's the pics:

Comes with 24 different types of okashi, each have different shapes and patterns. All of them are SWEET, literally. See how cute are they in the boxes ^^. One of my favourite (as in design) is the carved kyoto palace on a peanut flavor okashi. The carving was very detail and it really made me amazed.

Next is my nice sunday. Initially going to midvalley to attend the makeup class from estee lauder, but did not like the road show style of teaching, so decided to go for some shopping instead. Went to different computer shops to gather information about mum's yet to be laptop. After entering almost every computer shops in MV, we stopped by Wah Chan as there were some promotions on diamonds. Mum is a fan of diamonds as it is valuable and pretty. After looking through some nice diamonds, mum decided to get one and made it to a ring:

What a pretty diamond, I have to admit I fell in love with it at first sight as well, hahaha...Another thing happen in Wah Chan is that I won the lucky draw! I can't really believe that is happening to me as I never won any of those since my birth.

Got a nice Crystal Pearl bracelet ^^. The more i look at it the more i'm in love with it. Guess jewelleries do have the power to attract girls. My bracelet comes with a pink little bag and RM50 cash voucher.

Before I end the post, Mum and I bought a new brand of colour contact lenses, Maxim Colors from Korea. Did not hear of this brand before, but just wanted to try it because the boxes are just very cute.

We took the blue box, heard that new designs is coming soon. Go check out their website! By the way I took one box of blue and one green ^^.

Majolica Majorca　ウェッブウップ！

2009-10-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

My Majolica Majorca contest blog is officially UP!!~ Please go have a look (link at the sidebar), and feel free to comment here, in the chat box. I realised that the site is a little different if viewed in different browser, for me it's better in IE as compared to Mozilla. Please comment which browser can bestly view the site, so I would know how to amend it. ^_^

学期最初の一週間！

2009-10-12T10:03:00.000-07:00

Although I really feel lazy about blogging, but I just have to stick on to the 'make my adrenaline pump up' plan. Now start with my fresh second year university life:

Monday (5th October 2009):

My first day of uni. This week is mainly introductory lectures (no tutorials), meeting with my new lecturers, getting to know how exactly am I going to survive my year two. Met with C.C. early in the morning; unexpectedly I didn't feel that 'long time no see' feeling, just meet with her like how I always do before my long summer holiday. C.C had MAPI lecture in the morning, so I decided to drop by the library for the two hours. Then, off to go to enjoy our first lunch together after summer.

My Lunch: Gourmet Pie, Chocolate Cheese Cake and Ice Blended Green Tea. I would say i'm dissapointed because almost ALL the cakes were sold out, I was unhappy and even thinking of complaining but did not do so. Gourmet Pie was normal, chocolate cheese cake was just too sweet for me.

Had tax lecture at 4pm, by Mr Kumaravel...No comments on his teaching. *By the way, had asked C.C. to rescue my knitted scarf, so that I could restart knitting anytime soon*

Tuesday (6th October 2009):

Had only one class at 2pm because my International Business Analysis (IBA) lecturer was off. C.C. and me decided to drop by Subang Parade for a short lunch+finding knit flowers+walking around (if we have time). We had lunch in Sakae Sushi, a 'quite' terrible lunch, cold refrigerator unagi, with weird mango soft shell crab. After lunch, I managed to get the craft shop to custom made one knit flower for me (me picking the colour to match my scarf). Really had the urge to learn flower making, but I need to be pro in my scarf first. The flower is costly by the way...but really really pretty. Would get them to make more flowers if I needed more next time (or anyone could help me find places which sells knitted flowers in cheaper price??).

We walked around, and I convinced C.C. to get some gachapons...hahaha. We got the super cute tamagochi sticker gachapons, got one for my sis as well. Next we had ice-creams in 31 baskin robbins, I had choc peppermint in cone, took the halloween promo and got the limited edition halloween pen!~ One sad story, Anna Sui's promoter was not there, so I couldn't get to ask about their newest fall collection...really love the fall nail polish.

Back for Corporate Finance lecture by Mr Kenneth. His laugh is really hillarious, -_-..

Tamagochi sticker roll gachapon and 31 Baskin Robbin limited edition Halloween pen~

Wednesday (7th October 2009):

Had two lectures today. Management Accounting and Tax (replacement for next week). Nothing much happen today..Just hanging around with C.C most of my time. Reached home and found that I have received my SID guitar picks.

I took two sets actually, the limited edition Aki SID guitar picks (with seal) and a red aki pick. The limited edition pick set comes with the seal (the gold black sheet) and three picks, second till fourth from the left picture. Has this sentence : " I believe, Music has the power to change the world" on the seal and the picks. The other normal official aki pick is the red one, first from left in the pic. All of them just looked GREAT!! Add it into my love collection~ Have decided to blog about DIM (everything including CDs, picks, wristbands...) when Sayoko comes back from Australia during December. We promised to have a DIM celebration outing when we meet ^_^..

Had a painful guitar night...but I still love Ren.

Thursday (8th October 2009):

As usual, nothing much other than spending most of my time with C.C. Only Financial Accounting lecture today. FA lecturer is the only female lecturer for my second year, I do prefer female lecturers sometimes, they are more caring as compared to male lecturers.

*Started my knitting again. The colour of my scarf really fits the season now, Autumn scarf, hahahaha...will definitely post about it after it's done. Still haven't decide who's the owner, IF i did well, I would give to the right owner...IF it's not too good, i'll just keep it for my own memory.

Friday (9th October 2009):

Meeting with Akiko! I have been waiting since the morning to see her.. Haha. Had my one and only lecture today, Audit at 10am. Had lunch in Kentucky with C.C....while we both waiting (me for akiko, while C.C. for her uncle). Met with Akiko, and we had dessert in Snow Flakes. Received my bodyline skirt (and vk necklace)! Definitely lovely and sweet~, nice shades of pink and purple. Gave akiko her wing rings as well...

I took the bestseller again, while akiko took the lemon jelly thingy (can't remember the name).

Nice? We did had a great time.. Met with akiko's cousin as well, who wanted to take his costume from akiko. We spent quite some time in snow flakes due to the rain.

Some mini shoots while eating...We had somemore foods in Burger King while waiting for my dad. Am really FULL after ANOTHER dinner with my dad and sis. Haven't had so much food in a day...

Basically nothing much for the weekend, just super painful chinese harp session, and relatives visiting on sunday...^_^. Yup, basically that's all, forgive me if I left out anything (inform me!), as I am now typing while feeling super sleepy. Well, chow time now~

夏休みの最後の七日

2009-10-04T07:30:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow my Year Two university life gonna start. So I want to post about my last seven days of summer holiday.

Monday (28 Sept 2009):

Went to Subang Jaya Medical Centre with mum since early morning, to check out some info for my grandmother. Mood is furious because I could see how hard is it to have many siblings and the difficulty of discussing but not being able to make any decision without all of them agree. Reminds me of the hard times during year one, and am super glad that I have only one beloved sister, which will make life easier for us since I think our sister relationship is happy and flowerish enough.

Had a beautiful lunch in Rakuzen with mum after everything done in SJMC. We weren't sure whether to go in the restaurant bacause it's already 2pm while their closing time is 2.30pm, but the waitress kept inviting us and say it's ok if we dine in. After we placed our order, the staff started cleaning! and we keep smelling detergent and soap. Mum made a complain and they change our seat to a better one, at least no smell. Behind us there were another table dining, so we were not the only one left. Both mum and I ordered something related to unagi..

This is mine. Mum's meal is like unagi with rice underneath...while mine is Unagi wth some sashimi sushi. Both our course comes with miso, fruits and steamed eggs.

We went to Sunway Medical centre after lunch for some checkup for mum. After the checkup we went to Snow Flakes for some nice dessert; and walked in some magazine and CD shop around ss15 area. AND I BOUGHT TRUE BLOOD!!!! Both seasons!! I just can't believe it, I was having a hard time streaming the series online and I FINALLY GOT IT! Thanks a lot to mum for searching it with me ^_^. Now i won;t mind to STARE at Eric and Bill all times (ignore my fangirl mode).

Tuesday (29 Sept 2009):

Nothing much today except for my JLPT Ni Kyuu class. Had another brain storming session in Nakamura sensei's class, and really glad that I did some revision whole day before my class. One good news: I only did one question wrong for my listening practise! Greatest achievement for me until today; but grammar question still sucks, got 4 rights only...GANBATTE!!

Reached home after class, and greeted my grandmother, uncle and aunt that came to our house (they came to accompany my grandmother for the treatment mum registered on monday). Grandmother had slimmed down a lot since I last saw her. But she still smiled sweetly after seeing us.

Wednesday (30 September 2009):

Went to SJMC with grandma, mum, aucle and aunt. Mum took leave despite month end closing. Waited quite long throughout the whole appointment, and it's decided by the doctor and mum and uncle that tomorrow - Thursday grandma is going for Ultra sound guided Thoracentesis treatment. She have to be admited to the hospital for one day after the treatment to ensure that she is safe. Mum and aunt accompanied grandma for a blood test, while uncle and I went to the reception to settle the bills and some admission procedures.

Went for dinner after SJMC. After dinner, we decided to get grandma the pastries she love (she likes the pizza bread kinda pastries). I bought a nice cheese danish and a blueberry pie for myself ^_^..

My lovely blueberry pie! It looks so shiny and juicy isn't it..Tasted really nice and not too sweet, perfectly nice for me. I ate something else as supper:

Lovely heart shaped biscuit! Topped with chicked floss and some mayo. Bought it during breakfast, in a stall that sells nice HUGE curry puffs. My heart shaped biscuits tasted just great, gonna get somemore the next time i'm going there.

And one more thing, I confirmed with Akiko about my bodyline order. Mum said the skirt is pretty as well, so I finally decided to give the pink skirt a try, price is 1999yen (around RM80). Akiko said bodyline and DHL is always VERY fast, and she will get the package around weekend. Looking forward to see my new pink skirt. Here's bodyline picture of the skirt:

Thursday (1 Oct 2009):
Mum took a half day leave in the afternoon; came home and ate her lunch in a super speed. Dad took leave also and all of them (grandma, dad, mum, uncle, aunt) set off to SJMC for grandma's treatment. I was left at home, because there's really too many people going.

Uncle went home when i was napping. Went to visit grandma in the hospital during night (mum stayed there since afternoon). Aunt will stay in hospital to take care of grandma at night (change shift with mum).

Friday (2 Oct 2009):
I spent most of the time at home, mum went and pick grandma and aunt back. They came back in the evening (after the doctor made sure that grandma is safe), after their dinner with dad and sis - I was having my nap.

Saturday (3 Oct 2009):
Went to Teluk Intan to send grandma home. Grandma was happy to go home, my other aunt also there. Lunch was really spicy, Mum and I had sambal petai, which both of us love it so much. Dad was having fun with cousin's gameboy(coz our psp do not have pokemon game), while sis get to play with cousins. And while I was unable to get my afternoon nap, I did some homework for JLPT class.

Sunday (4 Oct 2009):
Since I din't really have a good night sleep during the night, I decided to skip my breakfast with grandma (and the others). Lunch grandma wanted to treat us in Oldtown coffee house, and I had mostly a big ice-cream meal. Went home after lunch and had a haircut (to trim my hair back to the previous nice style). So this time would me my second super happy haircut.

I hope my first week of uni will be great (no tutorials, only intro lectures), and I pray very hard i will get to be in the same class with C.C..

秋の月

2009-10-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

Mid Autumn Festival was yesterday ( 3 oct 2009, Saturday). Well, our family isn't the type which will sit around the table drinking tea and eat mooncakes; nor go for lantern walk either. However we do eat mooncakes, every year, which i don't usually particularly enjoy (especially the lotus flavor), but I do enjoy collecting the pretty mooncake boxes. What makes me want to blog about this year's midautumn festival is the EXTREMELY pretty box and the variety of flavors, no more too much of the hyper sweet lotus!

First is the mooncake from Digi. This pretty box is in the form of two drawers. Mum wanted to use it to put her watches.. Four flavors: Lotus (just one) with 1 yolk, Black sesame with 1 yolk, Red bean and Espresso Chestnut.

This is from some random supplier from my dad's workplace. The box looks like red bamboo sheets, there's this nice button in front, can't see it due to the angle. Four flavors as well: Lotus with 1 yolk, Jade Custard, Durian (never try it before but u heard it's good), and Green Tea (MY LOVE!~)

Jelly mooncakes~ I remember last year I did post about jelly mooncakes as well. Still loving them, but this year's feel waterish, like when bite down water pours out (scary)..

That's all for this year's mooncakes, mum had more but because she took some day off these days, the mooncakes are eaten my her sub-ordinates. Anyway, have a nice mid autumn moon day!~

ＪＬＰＴクラスわ始まった！みんながんばりましょう～

2009-09-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

*Note: Post edited ( contents+added picture)
It's eight days before my uni second year begins. I really x100 feel VERY reluctant to go back to that place. Everytime i imagine myself stepping on the grounds of that place, seeing those people, it really makes me sick. But i do pray very hard for my one and only friend from first year to be in the same class as me (although my prayers never come true).

I've enrolled in JLPT level 2, around two weeks ago. Not before the two idiots in ICLS gave me a real hard time. I wouldn't want to repeat how terrible were they, but after the helped of my mum (thanks soooo much), i managed to register for the exam and the prep course. Exam will be on 6th December 2009 (Sunday) in UPM.

My first class (second for the others, i came in one class late), was FAST. But i'm glad i was not the only one which feel the difficulty. My sensei is Nakamura sensei, which is kind enough to not look at me with those eyes as if i'm gonna fail (yes, the reception idiots did repeatly telling me i'm going to fail,as if they get something from that). My only hope to to pass and get the cert, it's way too important for me!! Will definitely work super hard for it, by doing extra homework. Test consists of three parts,

- Kanji and vocabulary

- Listening

- Reading and grammar

JLPT level 2 is going to be a tough route for me, but I'm sure I should be able to overcome it. GIVE ME THE POWER!!

Went for intense shopping with family during the last weeks (mostly Times Square), and got many nice outfit and another pair of super cute shoes. Really proud of myself for getting many nice brand-news this year. I believe in the importance of being proud of what I wear when I go out (especially to Uni). I wouldn't mind staring at my wardrobe now, my beloved clothings~~

Here, my second pair of shoes in this summer break. Lovely khaki colour with beige embroidery lace ribbon plus a little bear on top. Bought some small socks to match with it, hehe...

My music theory teacher, Ms Junie told me I might be able to get my theory exam results by this week, but it seems that I have to wait much longer. I can't wait~

Malaysian Youth Music Festival 2009

2009-08-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

I decided to join this event this year, to see where I stand. Practised for a month without any guidance and constantly feel lost without knowing how and what I should do to play up to the standards, finally the day had come.

I woke up tidying my appearance and made a quite practise on the piano before the three of us (mum, sis and I) went out for our breakfast. We made it to Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre before my competition class started. Without much delay, the judge came in to the competition room (ISIS2) and gave a short welcome to us. He gave us some advice to feel less nervous and thus the competition begins.

Although I was the second contestant in my class, I felt as if every seconds was as long as hours and the cold air kept running through my spines. Finally it was my turn. I bowed before sitting in front of the piano trying to calm down myself. I did some mistakes during my repetoire but it's over so fast before I even notice.

Due to the noises coming from both sides of the wall (as the sound proof system was bad), the judge's mood was affected as he needed to concentrate more to listen to the playings of each participant. Anyhow, there were many talented pianists and played as though the fingers were made for the piano. Constantly during the playing me and sis signaled some mistakes by other pianist, but we were not as rude as some other participants who kept on whispering about how bad the others was.

The competition ended with some comments given by the judge. He had suggested me not to wear boots when playing the piano, but I did show to him that my shoes were flat and no heels, and the base is soft enough. He was fine by the explanation (sweat). I did know that my playing wasn't as good as the others, but I do think that it was not as bad, I should be standing in the middle, average level. I knew I should not take too seriously about this as this was my first time performing piano in front of the crowd, but I just can't help to feel useless as sis kept on saying my playing sucks and the only few person who were better than me was those who can't even play without the book in front of them.

However, with just the comment slips(wrote about some detail comments on how I should improve for each and every piece) I do gain back my spirit and had fun that day. It made me think back, although the pianist who talked really bad about others did won and really deserve her winning, her character is really a problem. Having a great skills doesn' give her a higher position that she could keep degrading the others, I really think she should at least think that all people who went and participate did try their best during playing.

After the competition, by just holding the certificate and the badge given had made me really happy. Although I did not win, but I am more clear of the standards and how I should improve on my playings. Listen to great pianists really helps a lot in learning ^_^.

Left: Event Booklet; Blue paper: my comment slip ^^; Right: certificate; and my little round badge.

Really hope to participate again when I get the chance. As I thought, music is magnificent!~

Just before I forget, mum bought me a pair of wedges recently. We fall in love after first sight of the two pairs of wedges, so mum bought the blue one and i took the red pair. I wore it during my theory exam and felt very happy! It is very light and comfy, plus the heels have maple leaves pattern~ Mum and I love both colours and since our shoe sizes are the same, we could switch and wear the colour we want everytime. Such a satisfaction from a nice pair of shoes ^^. Anyway, bye for now and good day for everyone!~

いっぱいものが来た！

2009-08-18T07:54:00.001-07:00

Arrival of items. I'm blogging now because i couldn't resist the URGE to crash into Akiko's house and see my lovely heavenly(as what akiko said) clothes. I've been in a shopping spree mode ever since the start of holiday.

Here's some items: vk necklace, black ribbon, candy sugar school bag, SOME facial stuffs, Ciel's ring and BODYLINE.

Initially i planned to post all the pictures of my new arrival items, but feel really lazy to do so. Anyway, really LOVE all the stuffs!!! Candy sugar bag is really nice and sweet. BODYLINE stuff am still controlling not to see them.

Busy schedule this two weeks: 2 exams and one competition. Wish me LUCK~

髪お切りました～

2009-07-18T07:04:00.000-07:00

Had a hair cut today! I won't say it's very special or super nice, but to me it's the best cut i've ever had. Did a treatment there as well, overall was super happy and contented with my new hair! ^_^

Did not go to Bon Odori, will make a nice transport plan to go for next year's.

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珍しいお菓子

2009-07-14T22:40:00.000-07:00

Mum brought back some really cool snacks yesterday. One is the lobster cracker from Japan, another is a really special coconut jelly.

Here's the box for the lobster cracker. Brand name is Yukari. It seems that this cracker are sold as an souvenir in Japan, in some city near the sea.

Individual packing in a nice black box. I tried the crackers, it was really special because I can feel like i'm bitting a lobster. Oh ya, by the way, the sign on the box is a lobster, down there written Yukari (ゆかり). We ate the whole box of crackers in less than half an hour, really hope to taste it again .

It even comes with a mini booklet, explaining about the brand and their history. I'm still keeping the booklet ^_^.

This is the coconut jelly that i've mentioned just now. Well, the special thing about this is that, eating the jelly= eating normal coconut. We get to even taste the flesh, scoop it out like how we usually eat coconut. As for the water inside, it is in the form of jelly. The jelly really melts in the mouth and feels like we are just drinking the juice. Mum said the company which sells this only agrees to deliver to her office if the whole of mum's company bought it. But well, they all REALLY bought it. So I get to try this fantastic stuff.

Currently left one in the fridge. Sis and I decided to share it.
I've yet to have the mood to blog about all the previous events. So here's the extended list:

次のポストお楽しみしてね～

2009-07-11T10:07:00.000-07:00

I've been REEEEAAAAALLY lazying in updating my blog, sweat >_<.

Here's the list of some delayed posts, that i'm going to catch up really soon (hope so). All are compilations of what happened during June and July.

1. Some shoots ^_^
2. Performance in Sau Seng Lam.
3. WORK in UWE Times.
4. Outing with SAYOKO!!~~
5. First M.A.C. and Shu Uemura.
6. Arrival of items.
7. MYOF.
8. D.I.M.

Yup, thats all for today. Gonna start my JIGOKU training soon.

フロイラインリボルテック / 文化祭SPECIAL No.2 長門有希魔法使い

2009-06-15T01:38:00.000-07:00

7th June 2009:

Sis asked mum if she could buy me Nagata Yuki Revoltech ( she did it without my permission!!). Mum agreed and we went out to midvalley on the sunday. We first bought dad's father's day gift, a tie from My Tie Shop. A lovely tie, pink and black colour.

After that, I got my Kaiyodo Fraulein Revoltech Nagato yuki ^_^.

Tadaa...this is the one. Bought it in xl-shop. Was hesitating whether to get haruhi or yuki, but in the end got yuki. Ergh, why yuki more expansive! Saw Zetsubou Sensei in the shop, I really love it very very much, sis love it as well. He is just so cute and unbearable, hehehe.

We went Jusco for Taiko. Before we reached there, we saw a polo watch that mum wanted and it's 70% discount! Obviously we took one for ourselves. Mum, sis and I played taiko, weekdays were more fun because there are less people. We went on the sunday, so we had to bear those kids staring at us with those 'EYES' that they want to play first. So with concern with the eyeeing behind us, we did not play as much as we wanted. (Ergh, this is why I dislike kids)

After Taiko, mum twist gachapon, she din't get what she wanted, but her luck was not as bad as mine - remember, the white man T_T. Before heading home, mum bought a bag from Guess. White and Black big bag, it's really nice, cool to hold.

Some photoshoot of my Nagato Yuki:

Holding Guitar.

Wizard style with wand.

Holding card board ^_^. Took many other different poses as well, but lazy to post, hehehe. Did not regret buying my yuki. Just love the delicate figure of revoltech ^_^.

大会！~　Putrajaya International Dragon Boat Festival 2009

2009-06-15T01:01:00.000-07:00

Was Lazying around, keep delaying my posts. Will post all the stuffs one shot! Eto... This post will be about the Putrajaya International Dragon Boat Festival. I only went for the second day(6th June 2009) with my dad, and some relatives. It was a holiday therefore my chinese harp class was cancelled and i'm free for the day's outing.

We left house around 2pm, cousin came to pick dad and I out. We went to his Petronas in Sri Kembangan, looking around waiting for my cousin to settle some of his business there. We waited there for about 2 hours, mainly buying snacks and drinks from the petrol station, chit chat around.

Around 4pm, all of us left for Putrajaya. The venue looks like a sports day event to me. Many tents around, dragon boat teams doing their warm up exercise before the match. Foods stalls are everywhere too. All of us ate lecka lecka gelato due to the hot wheather. I'm really glad i brought my sun lotion, i bet most of the ladies with me were glad too (because of this i didn't get tan).

Aunt was in the boat race. She was in the Pink Spartan team, all of them are breast cancer survivors (some are spouse). It is really tough for them but they row through the competition smoothly by their strong team spirits (which I don't believe in anymore, sadly). Aunt won gold medal for local competition, and brownse for the international competition.

The Pink Spartan team. It was a little dark after the event. All of the members were very happy and hyper, and when i say hyper, it's really HYPER. We have to join them because we were sitting with them, so even though the shouting and clapping and water spraying were awkward, we still have to bear with them. Well, they are winning, so they should celebrate it well.

Took a group picture among relatives who went. Aunt was the one holding the medal. We went for dinner after the event. Cousin booked 3 tables for us and all members of pink spartan for dinner. Dinner was fair, chinese style banquet dinner. Aunt invited a girl, 26 yrs old Mandy who was an accountant. Aunt wanted me to 'make her feel comfortable' because she is not from their team. I was really worried that she will seperate me from my dad, i mean as in different table. But thank god, dad and I were still on the same table,just different seats. Aunt said I should ask Mandy about my expectations of being an accountant and all, well, I don't want to recall that anymore. But just a note, I managed to make friend with Mandy, and got her contacts, Aunt was pleased with my social skills as well.

Here's the name card for the restaurant. Names of the dishes were from the chinese novel, i guess the chef must be a novel lover ^_^. After dinner, relatives came drop by our house. They chatted a lot, i was lucky I managed to escape not to perform any instruments (i was dead tired after whole day of 'entertaining'), i bet i would not even complete any single piece that night. One thing that i was amazed to know is that cousin actually loves the electric guitar, he likes my guitar and I could see sparks in his eyes, hahaha.

Alas, the medal. Bridge the World, hahaha. Oh yeah, Japan team was really good looking, with nice spirits and all, spirits as in I can see the spirits from their actions and movements, not by shouting here and there. Hong Kong's spirit was great as well. Our country's team, to me was a cheat. Our country's team is the Navy!! Oh MY God. How could normal teams win the Navy right. DUH. And those Navys were, even the DJ said it, the noisiest team ever. Like baboons, shouting, climbing trees kind, orang utan. Haih, why can't their stop embarassing the country even once. Yes indeed, they won, but their actions really made the other countries think that we are uncivalized. Still i'm happy for my aunt, Hope they can go continue on their spirits and let the fire stays forever.

数回のお出かけ！

2009-06-03T22:55:00.000-07:00

It is the middle of my holiday now, erm, i would say my feelings are neutral, went out few times, but in the same time something drastic hurt me a lot as well. I'll list out the outings i've went:

First outing: With Akiko for instrument shopping (the last hing i want to say actually)

Visited a few instrument shops, gachapons! Eat some lunch at Jusco - Bento set and Taiko. It was fun going out, get to work out a lot frm taiko playing. The whole journey was kinda rush, mainly just visiting all nice shops.

Second outing: With dad to KLCC - collect MPO tickets + watch Angels and Demons

Nice and fun day with dad. Angels and Demons was super great, its kind of breathtaking and i love just the way how they uses elements to spike up the movie. Dad and I ate some light nasi lemak in the food court, and we bought mini doughnuts for sis. Before we went home dad bought me a new purse ^_^..Purple colour, glad coz i finally get to use a proper purse again (lost my previous one, rather to say, stolen).

Third outing: With Steph and Akiko - KL Hilton and Pavillion

Went out late because Steph had to do some chores. Went to KL Hilton for nice sweets ^_^! Steph said the creme brulee there was great so we decided to have a try. Akiko ordered ginger pear, Steph creme brulee, and me Bread and Butter pudding. Steph's right, creme brulee there is really great! I love my bread and butter pudding as well, very warm and satisficing. Pass by KLCC, drop by Kinokuniya for a short while, left for Pavillion after few minutes. (must drop by there again ^_^). Watched Monster vs Alien in Pavillion. The movie was super funny, i kinda laugh through it, hahaha...

Our sweets in KL Hilton!

Fourth outing: With Steph

Main reason is to shop for Akiko's birthday gift. We went there for lunch, Amuleto. Steph said they renovate the place, so it looks nicer now. We order a tapas - Arabiatta mussels. The mussels tasted really really good and fresh. The sauce and mussels really blend together. We shared a cheese baked seafood rice, serving was big so we had to share. Besides the delicious rice, we even ordered Mojito, tasted so nice and mint. Steph said no wonder people say Mojito is for ladies..^_^. We shop around for a suitable gift, went to a puzzle shop, targeted one of the puzzle, decided if we couldn't find anything better we would take it. We turns LOTS of gachapons, Steph's luck was good, she managed to get 4 out of 5 of the bleach set...(we got 3 Kyourakus!),so we decided to give one to Akiko, so all three of us have kyouraku ^_^. My luck was bad, as usual, got a weird bread stuff (turn for my sis) and even got a totally white colourless figure! We had a good time playing taiko, steph was totally into it! I'm really glad about that. Got a haruhi revoltech as Akiko's birthday present. Before we went back, Steph bought me tokoyaki and we ate together...Really tons of fun going out with Steph!

Fifth outing: With mum, sis and Steph

Went to MPO with mum, sis and Steph, we booked the tickets long ago. We went to watch Haydn's The Surprise Symphony and The Miracle Symphony, plus Mozart's piano concerto in B flat major. Mum, sis and I reached a little late, because we went to the wrong road while going to the station. We had a super quick lunch in 1901 while meeting Steph there. Rush again, i wanted to buy the program booklet (to me it is really important to have to because it explains the whole piece, and the guide of listening). We managed to went into the hall on time.

First piece was The Surprise, i just love the second and the last movement, they really know how to play the second andante movement well (i can play it, yeah!!), haha, mum was asking why is that piece so familliar. Next was the piano concerto, the pianist was super super cool, Steph and I felt like he is doing a four hands!! He was even kind enough to play an encore piece, one from Beethoven. The miracle's last movement was the best and fastest. It was mum, sis and Steph's favourite..

Mum and sis felt tired during the orchestra, perhaps due to the late night sleep or they just feel bored in the middle. However they tried their best not to fall asleep, that makes them feel tortured coz trying to stay awake is the toughest thing to do. Apparently Steph seems a little tired as well, I was the only one being hyper after the show. To me overall the whole orchestra was nice and good. Would hope to catch one of the cool ones during this christmas (really good ones are in the year end).

Akiko came to my house a day before yesterday, with her new bass. It was fun to me, but the doom day come next. I would not want to repeat the whole thing again, don't have to keep tearing my wound open. Besides, mum said my blog always filled with gloomy posts. Well, i was just thinking, isn't life all dark? Of course there are also light, but where comes light when there's no darkness? Anyway, some stuffs are just too sad to be posted, i think it's even gloomier than my usual gloomy posts. So i'll do some favor for ppl who read, once in a while.

試験の後。。希望?絶望？

2009-05-22T09:19:00.000-07:00

Well, Exams are finally over, had been restricting myself from blogging. Due to that, many of my memories have faded, as well as those feelings. It is scary to say, without something to cling into, what seems precious to you at that moment will go lost, meaninglessly. It is predicted anyway, humans are creature, which is unreliable and unworthy, including me. I enjoyed my weeks before the exams, without the need to see low-life creatures. Weeks during exams was, busy, hectic, stuffing all informations to that resisting brain of mine. It is sad to say, i resisted stuff hat i dislike so much that i rather die than doing it sometimes, example, my future.

Thinking of what will i do in the future gives me the chill. Talks and seminars by top BIG FOUR accounting firms make me hate to step into my going-to-be future. Consistent talking by various people, anticipating my future is even scarier. Judging me on what will happen to me for the rest of my life is drowning me now. Well, i didn't resist that much before hand, it wasn't that critical. I always thought that since i can't have my way to my dreams so easily, i would settle down to anything, that i have been offered to. So during my first week of degree i was frustrated, because most subject lecturers were saying, if you do not have the passion of doing it, you will not make it. (It strikes me the most okay, you know why)

It's the end of my first year now. What i felt is ONLY the feeling of disgust, and more fear to the future. Resist. Disgust of people who will call themselves as professionals, disgust of people in the world that will never succeed if going through the normal way. Fear of my future, fear that in no time i would be the same with the people i once hated, fear that my whole life i would be stuck forever where not even the tip of my fingers can reach my dreams anymore. For all this i resist. I tried not to listen anything related to my going-to-be future, tried not to get involved in anything, for ONE SINGLE reason: since i'm dying soon, might as well, use the rest of the time i have now, not to get involve with it. (Trust me, it's hard; like when you are in a maze, you can never get out)

Now first year is over, and i'm having a four months plus holiday. I will call it - the Break to Dream months. Main purpose for these months is not to have a pleasant holiday to enjoy, but a real FIGHT. I'm still thinking of every plan i could, and will still continue to think. Anyone with a perfect workable plan pls inform me. I can't hold any longer. I do believe there's no dream will work without hard work, and of course, luck. So i'm trying me best now, wish me luck.

Anyway, was with akiko yesterday for instrument shopping. Had a pleasant day with her, playing taiko and gachapons, walking around looking stuff. Can't wait to go out more often! Had to breath some nice and fresh air, hahaha...

復讐したい!

2009-04-28T21:36:00.000-07:00

Went to class yesterday, yeah, that same class with those useless pieces of junks. I really felt torturing going to class nowadays, its really unbearable for them to pass through my eyes, and i felt dirty to have to share the same oxygen with them. I guess this is what you call hatred. Well, not to say i never hated anyone before in my life, i usually get the hang of it after grumbling and crying. And some of the people i hate, i even forget what they did to me. I don't really remembers those stuff, as in who hurt me before. However, this case is some sort of different; I did not put up a quarrel or anything, but i DO really HATED them. previously when i talked about what they did to me, i felt sad and angry, frustrated (that's what i usually feel before, when i was hurt by others), and i always cry when i talked about it. But after that, weirdly, i don't cry talking about it anymore, but instead i hate them soooo much that i think even if they were to ask for help kneeling in front of me, i would turn away as though they are invisible. I felt really useless now as i could not even do something for myself, what i can do is just to isolate myself, i'm too weak to start up my revenge plan.

Well, please don't tell me something like, live life better than them will be the best way to revenge. I don't believe a single bits of it. Even if i live a life better than them, will they suffer as much as i do? Revenge means to pay back what they have done, and in my case, at least a ten times would sound better. Anywas, thanks to all this hateful people and the terrible environment, I have the motivation to ace my first year final exams. Not to get better results than them, but i think it would be a waste for my one year suffering if i don't do well. I will prove to myself that my one year suffering is worth the endurance!

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Went out with mum and sis on sunday. Sis wanted to buy a chinese book, sort of a sequel of the previous book she read. We went IOI first, couldn't find what she's looking for, but mum bought two books she likes. Then we headed to Subang Parade, because i heard the news that Darren Shan Saga got discount.

We went straight to desert's bar as we are all feeling super thirsty. So, firstly, the things they sell there are quite weird, but i love it. Mum and sis don't really like the idea of going there again, but i would definitely go there one day.

I ordered this: Mint Creme Bruree. I thought it is a pudding, a big pudding. So the moment i saw the tiny serving, I was quite shocked. The word 'mint' refers to the leaf on top i guess...hahha...

Sis ordered Vanilla Mango Shake, she din't like the thickness of it, neiher do i. Mum took Strawberry and Banana shake by the way. We ordered some food, sandwich i think...it comes with a set, i picked grape smooties and dark sweet cherry parfait ^_^.

Here, my two nice and sweet deserts..hehe. Went to MPH after that. Bought tons of books...The sad part is that although my Darren Shan Saga is complete, the set is from three different publishers. I'm a book collector, but i'm not really a book content collector. Therefore, here's my plan: read all 12 books, sell of most of it and leave the edition i wanted, and use the money to collect the whole set again. Sis and i bought some chinese books...those with super cool covers..

Books books and books...

Forgive my hp camera T_T.

恋がきった

2009-04-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

Too excited to blog now.. Finish watching 25 episode of skip beat within two days, and my mood is really hype up. Unexplainable feelings rushing out of me, yearning to grab hold the feeling i had once forgotten. This is perhaps why i love watching these stuffs, to keep reminding myself that i'm alive in this world, to pursue something. Something that i really want, taking out from the reality. It is really very important to not forget yourself, and try to go for it, once chance is given. Feelings are always the one which die first, if no constant simulous is given. Mine as well the same, but today it is back, and i'm starting off with fire again!

Before i forget, i'm in love again.

Note: project begun..

新宿事件~好き！

2009-04-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

Slept at around 4.30am, forced to wake up for breakfast at 9am. Haha, but i did went back to bed after breakfast..Mum came back from office at 12pm, and wanted to watch Shinjuku with me. Wanted to bring sis along, but most of the movies is 18XX. So only mum and I ended up going. Had lunch at Italiannies, i find it really nice. Mum ordered Cabonara, while i just took dessert - Cuppucino pie.

Cuppucino pie is actually a whole big slice of ice-cream cake..Mum's cabonara was great. Hope to eat there again soon, hehehe...

Shinjuku incident was nice, kind of violent. I find the whole movie interesting and meaningful. Want to watch Fast and Furious! huhuhuhuhu....

Bought some clothes. Saw a super cool Padini coat, em, its knitted and furry..my dream coat!(em,not really dream, but hope to get it before the season ends). Bought 9 mangas..I wonder when will this life ends...its so nice that i nearly give up on the things i hated to do.

高級な生活

2009-04-10T05:35:00.000-07:00

Did not watch shinjuku incident using the gold class ticket, instead mum and i went to watch shopaholic..The movie was really nice, expecially Luke Brandon, really fallen in love with him. Gold class cinema: basically seats are as big as a single bed; we get to press the button for waitress to serve us; get to order any drink we like, they will serve; get to rent a blanket; only around 8 person in one cinema; super quiet as no one dares to talk (people will listen), yeah, basically like that. Would really love to try out the gold class cinema in GSC signature, seems like we need to pay extra rm20 compared to normal gold class ticket. Living out luxury life is really good, i would rather be alone if i had tons of money with me. Buying stuff that i like whenever i want is really a fun thing to think about (of course doing what i like also).

Went to midvalley and gardens one the same day i watched shopaholic. Midvalley Machines is really better than sunway's, bought another ipod earphone! Was finding so hard for it, because i wanted only the earphone from Apple itself (expansive, haih..).

Reason i bought this is because my previous ipod earphone, put it this way, i realise the sound from the left earphone is not as fine as the right one. Music is to be appreciated and only the finest earphone can produce it..hehe. Haven't start using the new earphone, love it too much!

Mum bought me two metal puzzles from one of the shop in gardens. Remembered once upon a time i was in love with these as well. Can't believe my guitar teacher love to play that and even asked me to borrow him, hahaha..Guitarist love challenge??

Bought two, can't really describe the shape here..But both are from difficult range. Went to watch Race to witch mountain on Sunday, the movie was not bad, quite fun. I kinda like one of the character - Seth, nice name and cool character. Told my sis i would name my kids Seth next time. C.c. told me that Shinjuku incident and Fast and furious is good, must find a day to watch them too!^_^

Wondering why, i'm now crazy with one of GazettE's older songs (not really that old) - Crucify Sorrow. Keep humming them in my head, ergh. Learnt power chords during my guitar class this week, sounds really nice and rockish. Hope to master them soon.

Went to secret recipe with C.c., ate corden bleu and ice-blended green tea. The green tea is not bad, the smell of tea leaves is strong enough.

Sweet green! Looking forward for next week's threading hunt with C.c.!

Today i had a quite luxurious 'experience, well, actually it's just spending 5 hours in my room. Em, blasting my speakers, reading Kreko and Arena, facial and mask...just relax. I want this life forever, together with my dream.

いい気分だ！

2009-04-03T22:05:00.000-07:00

Has been a week since my last post. Controlling myself not to blog, hehe...First of all, i had to do some promo here: The GazettE's newest singles Distress and Coma is released on 25th of March!!! The song was really good, i had to say this. The playings, sound and all are simply just the best. Planned to buy the singles, but got another news, gazette's new album is out on July, and distress and coma will be one of the track. So instead of getting the singles, i decided to pludge my everything to wait for the album - D.I.M.

Went out with mum and sis once during the week, and had been sticking closely with one of my friend (C.c.). I guess we got clicked so well because of our same age. She could just speak to me anything we had in mind, that's just great. She is like a gift for me after these months of torture. We both have decided to go get strings for my first knitting project in the week 13 april-17 april. Thank you so much for accompanying me, C.c.

Got a set of OPI nail polish when going ot with mum.

As you can see, it's the Love and Kisses set. From left, light silver colour (Kyoto Pearl); light pink (Passion) it's my dream pink and i wanted to find this for sooo long!!!; light white (Funny Bunny) not like the other white colour which looks like liquid paper; and finally RapiDry top coat. RapiDry top coat is cool, even if the nail colour is not completely dry, after putting the top coat it will dry immediately. Safe me lots of time. This set is perfect for french manicure, and i did it. Looks super sweet. Hahahaha...^_^

Besides the nail polish, I bought 6 masks from Clarance Shee, 6 super cute masks... She is a good seller, i should say Fast. Will try out all of them, if i like them (i already like them), will order from her more. Afterall it's cheaper than the mask i usually use.

Going out soon for movie with mum. Watching Shinjuku Incident using Gold Class ticket, will surely blog about this later.

悲しいよりうれしい！～

2009-03-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

Managed to control myself from blogging since last saturday, as i have an assignment to hand-in on monday. It was quite a nice week for me except some stuffs.

Saturday: After my chinese harp class i rushed home and brainstormed for my assignment. Started it quite late, was lazying around at home during holiday..Around 4.30pm, i quickly dressed up in my black-a-little-punkish outfit. Showed mum my newly bought top, and she helped me to arrange my clothes. Mum and sis went with me to sunway, because she do not want to leave me waiting alone for Akiko. We had takoyaki and dinner in asian avenue, met some of my coursemates along the way.

Despite entering the venue late (almost late for one and half hour), to my surprise, the event have not started yet. Well, as what Akiko said, it is normal for these types of concert to start a couple of hours late from the time they wrote on the ticket. I can't say anything about it, but i still hate that people are getting more and more not punctual about their time. Like wedding dinners and all, it is now a rare thing to start right on time. Worse is people are getting more and more ignorant about it, now it seems that people that arrived early are the weird ones.

So, because of the late-started event, akiko and i went to the make-up booth for some touch up. Felt quite happy because i had always wanted to put on make-up in some ways, booth or whatever. Akiko took some pictures here and there, walking around to test the camera.

Here's the stage. Quite a nice stage for beginners, small but enough to give impact to performers. This is really my wish: to perform in such live performance, even if it's on this small stage. The drum set are small as compared to the real jrock bands, but it's sufficient for players here, i guess. Waited long enough for the event to start. I need to say i'm quite dissapointed about the event, it fails to make me 'high', hahaha. I'm also quite annoyed by the fact that they actually sang english and chinese or whatever other language songs. Some of the songs are not even considered as rock, so i was wondering why did they named this mini concert Jrock no Tamashii. They kind of ruin such a nice name. Still, the instrumentalists were quite skillful. Guitarist played well and smoothly, drummers are not bad as well. The worst among all are the vocalists. Female vocalist, some sounded like shouting in karaoke, some were so weak that no voice came out. It was overall a bad concert, people are head-bangging without appreciating the real music..and all.

But i still felt very excited and happy because being with Akiko alone made me hyper. We ordered a drink in the bar, Long Island Lemon Tea if i'm not mistaken. Mixture of vodka, gin, rum, orange liquer and lemon. It was really a good experience sitting in a bar, cold and cool. Before i forget, i met Black Cat and she passed me my bodyline punk top!! The punk top is just super cool, will write a post about it maybe next time. Thanks Akiko for her gift and the time spent together.

Holiday was over, had to go class again. Monday was a busy day, handed my assignment, and had full day of class. Went to secret recipe with one of my friend (C.c.), had lots and lots of food, really love the cakes there. I went out with her on wednesday again, to sunway pyramid, as c;ass started only on 3pm. Our main purpose is to give out questionnaires for coursework. There were not many people in the skating rink, so we only managed to get quite a small sample. We went Pasta de Gohan for lunch. I personally liked that place, although C.c. did not really like it. Ordered pink guava juice and Fettucine chicken teriyaki baked with cheese. We got shocked when the order arrived because the serving looked too small. But it is really filling, too much cheeze.

Me with my pink guava juice, holding Pasta de Gohan tissue, hahaha.

Can see the cherry? I hated these cherries actually, but ate it still. Pink guava juice was really pink, match my pink top..It was really a tough decision to decide what to eat. The set lunch was quite attractive, C.c. was quite regret on not choosing the set lunch. Side orders there is super expansive, but beautiful. Hope that one day perhaps mum would finally like it.

My food. Japanese style pasta..not bad. We walked around sunway until we couldn't walk anymore, and we returned to college. There were some nice place that i must go soon in sunway, must remember to list them out in my planner, hehehe.

Today was terrible, food poisonning. Drank something that was there for around one year, quite stupid of me. Could not sleep AT ALL, stomach was super pain. Did not really finish my main course during lunch, but ate banana split.

Quite a pretty one. Sadly, after finishing it, it went to the washroom to puke. Well, at least i had the taste, although no nutrient in my body. Hope to get well as soon as possible. Now trying to complete my another assignment. My first time trying to complete an assignment not last minute, haha. I feel like going out during the weekends, thats why..

Notice: I have decided to learn scarf knitting. New teacher will be C.c.,haha, wish to do as many scarf as possible..will give to the ones i love. Class will start approximately next week, or within this month. Wish me luck! ^_^

もう大丈夫かな。。春がやっとにきたかな。。

2009-03-05T06:11:00.000-08:00

Finally this terrible week has come to an end (i hope.), and today i FINALLY receive my parcel. Because of our super 'efficient' post service, we had to keep making complaints to make them work and investigate. But well, it's finally over. That -- thing in uni, my parcel case, super rush assignment...it's over. Now making some amendments with the clothes i got from black cat. Sewing buttons and put in some ribbons..Wonder when i could finish the clothes. By the way, it looks really good, really love it, thanks so much for the effort, black cat.

Have been watching many many Gazette's live these days, and i had to say they are still my best. They inspired me a lot, my future plans and all (about how i would fly next time). To me, they are not just all other bands that i admire, they always give me the feel to proceed with my dream. I do watch some of Kagrra's pv and live too, kind of in love with Shin (guitarist and play the koto). I like watching him playing the koto and guitar all together (can see it clearly in Uzu). I will really try to play some kagrra tunes with my koto too!

I missed majolica's roadshow. Feeling quite sad, but when i think about it, i might be lucky coz i don't have to get a whole set of cosmetics from majolica itself. May feel like getting a bit of majolica and M.A.C!! M.A.C.'s new season is just great, i just could not describe it. Now i'm really glad i din't go for the roadshow.

Here's a lipgloss from the new collection. This is a limited edition, the hello kitty there is swarovski crystals...Can imagine the price, i don't think i can ever have it. Focus on clothing shopping!

Will get Jrock no Tamashii tickets as soon as possible.

VERSAILLES~~きゃああ～～

2009-02-27T08:40:00.000-08:00

Decided to blog RIGHT now because i'm VERY VERY VERY HIGH NOW. (ahhem...pardon me.) I was really unhappy about life in that university, mainly because of that ---, it's dangerous to say it out so loudly. Besides the ---, life in uni was really unexplainable...i shouldn't complain too much, this is life. I actually cried, well, it has been long since my last tearing. It must be the real me in my heart don't want me to cope anymore. I really hated --- at that point of time. I wanted to be me and shouted back at everyone who treated me as a 'nobody', 'useless', 'invisible' person. Thanks to my parents, I'm now free from that torture, at least for now. I believe the starting point that my parents gave me is good enough, i should be able to handle the rest. Thanks.

So i got my new theory teacher, which was a hundred times better than the previous one. She could mark my work in less than a five minutes! Thats what you call, nice teacher. For guitar, still the same, playing kiddy songs. I still love you, REN (after much and long consideration, you are REN.)

Indulge in punk clothings, lolita as well nowadays. Found this band (not a very new band, 2 yrs), Versailles. I had to say this, I LOVE VERSAILLES!!! You all are great. I haven't really felt so hot and high since i like Gazette last time. It has been long since i actually thought that all 12 tracks in the album is great. Vocal, guitar, and particularly everything is perfect. Gazette, i still love you, don't worry. I'm waiting impatiently for your new singles!! Should i go preorder?? I will still be sad of being here, where NO jrock cd is sold.

Still looking forward to go out, looking forward to buy cosmetics (although chances of me going to majorlica roadshow is 0.0005%), looking forward to meet people who makes me feel alive and real.

JROCK の魂

2009-02-23T05:59:00.000-08:00

Wanted to update my blog for the past week, but i just need to complete my nine journals within six days. As you could imagine, it's quite a rush to complete it on time. After this, there seem to be much more work for me, (stupid) credit crisis poster presentation, Statistics assignments...But i guess all should be over by march. As usual, i'm still desperate on going out. Really, no kidding.

Here's some event i WISH and HOPE i would be going...
Majolica Majorca Girly Erotica in Midvalley.

Actually if i really do go to this, i will drag mum along, and maybe beg her to get some cosmetics for me...Spend more than RM150 to entitle a photoshoot! It might not be so special to you, but i've never done a photoshooting before. Spend more than RM80 to get a nice pouch.

Maybe this is a nice chance for me to get a complete set of cosmetics, good cosmetics. But still probability of me going there is so little that now i felt i could just spend my time looking at the poster.

I'm currently very good in EQ, i would say, until i felt like i'm soooo fake to the ones I hated. Well, just a little more and i can be freed a little from the acting. Still, i believe i can do it, it should not be a problem to me. I feel that the only real world i'm in is music and all my best friends that always be with me in my heart.

Talk about music, i'm still in twinkle twinkle little star, but in various keys..using guitar of course. But there are still some thing in my music world which made me upset: that theory teacher who abandons me...I will do some nessessary actions though..

Here's the nice news Akiko told me:

JROCK no tamashii..A nice outing to do..Told my mum, she AGREED to let me go!!!WOOHOO!!! But maybe because of this, i might not get to go to the majolica ones...haih..

Anyway, i'm now VERY into buying clothes. Nice clothes, nice styles...Hope to get more nice stuff...and hope that i can scream out all my heart somewhere. I'm depressed.

ハッピ　ヴァレンタイン！

2009-02-15T05:21:00.001-08:00

Firstly, Happy Valentines Day.
That was yesterday, have not been doing any school work, because i'm worry that if i made myself too fed up of it, I might not be able to continue for my three years. Anyway, this year's valentine is quite terrible, besides not receiving any gifts, I could not even find a person which I can give the gifts to. I'm not desperate of having a boyfriend, I wouldn't even care of them, but I just hope to find a person to be close with.

Anyway, went out with my family for valentine. We went for a buffet dinner, which was lousy. Very lousy. Service was terrible, food as well. But the best thing of it is that we got quite a good discount after we told the person that we are not quite satisfied with them. We went for a short shopping after the dinner. Dad asked mum to choose for a gift as valentine present. Wen bought Paris Hilton's handbag!! I have to really admit this, the bags just look very nice and cute. Mum bought a new arrival bag, black colour with starry patterns (I just don't know how to describe). While mum is deciding whether to buy or not, I saw one brown furry handbag, forgot what season is that, but it just look too cute. Dad said I look good with it, which really shocked me, because he seldom say anything about me looking good with a handbag. The brown furry bag cost RM3XX.XX, but we could get a discount if we buy a purse, which cost RM1XX.XX. Mum wanted a purse for a long time, so she took one, so that I could get the brown furry bag. She did buy that black bag too, it just so hard to resist the black bag. So we ended up buying three items one shot. You can imagine how much is the total(8XX.XX). Suddenly, the sales girl said that the credit card machine is unavailable. OMG!!Did she expect people go around bringing so much of cash??Yeah, I did ask her that. I really thought that I just missed the chance of getting it. But unpredictably, mum said she had that much of cash with her. I was like...,really, "...". Looks like she is desperate like me too.

My brown bag!!It's just so soft and furry..It matches my boots. I'm still indulging myself with the bag. Currently keeping it in mum's room, her room got more space for my bag to stay..

Just don't mind the photoshooting. I know I look ugly, but you could just ignore me, and just look at the bags. By the way, behind me was the paper bag from the shop. Paris Hilton there. I wasn't particularly like paris hilton, but just the bags, they were all in good designs.

Family picture, cheese...Mine, as you all saw just now, is the brown one, mum's the black bag. It looks so cool and cute, hehehe..Mum said I could borrow it if i wanted to use it. But i don't think so, because she will use it quite often. Third item is a note book, gave to us free if we reached some amount of money. Fourth is the purse, which made me own th brown bag ^_^.

Had quite a nice time with my family. Today, i practised my guitar, playing twinkle twinkle little star. I know it sounds funny, but well...I really have to say this, I LOVE MY GUITAR. I vowed to myself to join a band once I managed to read and play well.

To my piano theory teacher: i hate you. You are so irresponsible and you abandon me. I hate you.

To my guitar teacher: thanks for considering what i like and interest. I do appreciate that.

To my chinese harp teacher: Thank you for looking after me since I was small and didn't abandon me.

To my piano, I love you.

To my chinese harp, I like you.

To my guitar, I don't have to say anything, you should understand my feelings.
To my lost purse, I miss you and all the things in you. You are having some of my memories which I could not get back anymore.

To all the people who treated me well, I appreciate that. Pls don't think that I don't care about all of you, I know I do always complain about my life, but i still appreciate all of your love.

I'm not giving a will here, not to worry.

やっと出かけました！

2009-02-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

Finally went out, although just a short while, but i managed to find the prices of some stuff that i want. Must really save money, haih, sad. I felt really sorry, forgotten my friend's bday. I thought that 6th of feb is saturday..Bought two mangas again, and two little cute accessories. One for me and another for my sis. Mine is a cat mirror, another is a mini super small purse.

Don't you think its sooo adorable??I plan to go buy somemore. Mum wanted to buy some for her staffs as well. Hope to go out very soon...Got a sms from akiko saying that times square has lots of stuff!! Someone please bring me there..hahaha.

Supposed to go for open house on saturday, but we couldn't find the house, and got lost for almost two hours. Now i really agree with what my friends said, getting lost in KL is really a scary thing, you will go to unexpected places. We nearly drove to Ipoh!! We ended up turning back to our place, had a nice luxurious dinner. Imagine each person one small pot of shark fin! You can even smell the fin's smell( prove that it's real). Four of us played cards at night. Dad thought me and sis various card games. I lost rm15, while sis lost rm22.

Went out this morning to small little places. Bought something great!! I bought some thick manga magazines( those that sold in midvalley, those japanese thick manga magazines). 3 for rm10 only!! I bought four books of ALICE, and one Happy Happy(thats the title). Alice book cover is more cute, mainly for shoujo, Happy Happy is not so good.

Bought issue number 10,11,12 and the following year issue number 1. Free gifts that come with the issues are always so great. Posters, cards and all..

Wish: go out grab more stuff, go to more places, try get back all membership cards.

Doing: Thinking of what nice rock songs to burn into cd-to give my guitar teacher, Thinking of how to read all the pile of books i have.

Currently: angrying about something-I can't say it here

うちに来たありがとう

2009-02-05T08:39:00.000-08:00

Invited some college friends to my house for the new year. Was having lot's of fun playing and chatting. Really hope that they are having fun as well, and don't mind my stupidity and the messyness in my house.

But i do really glad that this mini open house helps me to chat with my dad, and that he don't keep saying that I cause him trouble (lost of purse). His luck wasn't really good as well..his car was crashed, but luckily he's fine.

I really need to PRACTISE my piano and guitar, I think my skills will really go down the way if I don't reexercise my fingers. I just hope that I can perform well in front of my friends next time.

DESPERATELY NEED TO GO OUT TO BUY STUFF. but I might not be able to buy MANY stuff...haih....My money for cosmetics is gone...i wonder when will I collect it back.

財布お盗られた、心にも。。

2009-02-04T07:58:00.000-08:00

I just had to blog this, i'm ANGRY, FRUSTRATED and currently hoping to kill that person now. I lost my purse. Or should I rephrase it this way: my purse was STOLEN. And the fantastic part is, I know who took it but i can't do anything about it. What the hell is happening in this world! Those cheap people go back off!!Why in the hell do they need to cause trouble to others!!!I'm sorry to say this, They are already being BORN as a parasite, so why do they need to cause more trouble again!!!Why can't they be a little more useful to the world! Just because of one person, i need to trouble so many others, and being troubled by it the most as well.

Well, i'm 10% at fault as well, but why am i paying 100% responsibility???It's unfair, and i need to spend my time and money, worst is my psychological harm. I wonder why i'ver this very serious head ache since morning, must be the stress. Thinking of all the possibilities of what i can do to get back my purse, what i should say to whom, and what i supposed to do- within a few hours!For god's sake, am i suppose to remain calm after all this???I really wish i can be weaker and breakdown, or even cry. I can' t take it anymore. Why is the tougher person suppose to handle more? Don't I have emotions as well??Why I can't scream and cry when i'm the Victim here??Why do I need to try to always think of others, about other's trouble while I get hurt the most??Sometimes I do think that I might as well go die.

Will be doing police report. Alone I guess. What can I say, although mum did say she could go with me, but well, you know...Dad say i ALWAYS do stuff and give them trouble. Well, I DO NOT WISH TO EVEN BOTHER ANYONE. I tried to handle alone, who cares??!!!!!But I do really want to thank some of my friends, who did help me out on this.

One single good thing happen today. My guitar teacher said something that amazed and shocked me. He asked me to burn a cd of jrock songs that I like. And he say he will think of what he can do so that I could play it!!!I was shocked and thought that I heard wrongly. He said he wanted me to play what I like(good and marvelous sentence).I'm very pleased on what he said and changed my impression on him. He gave me some advice too, about that stolen purse issue. Thank you very much for giving me the only happiness today.

I know that my post today will sound a little rude, but pls forgive me as I don't have the mood to make it sound sweet and nice. I just really really need this place to shout and scold that USELESS PERSON.

One wish: Get back my purse. Well, I would say that money is "not important", but still, it holds the money for me to get my cosmetics. So you can say that my plan and target items this two weeks is gone-because of that DAMN USELESS FELLA. I said that IC and licence is the most important thing, but i said that because it caused me the most trouble. The other thing that makes me sad is my membership cards that I spent time to get, lots of them, collected one by one...and some of the lovely cards given by my old friend, those are the memories that I wouldn't want to lose. I don't just lost my money and identity today, but my memories, past life and pride as well. To wrap up all, I WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU EVEN IF I DIE AND DROP TO HELL.

May i wish that person who is having my purse now: MAY YOU HAVE THE MOST DREADFUL DEATH, UNSAVED SOUL, AND LIFELESS MIND. I pray that everything bad in this world will come to you, I pray that every step you goes will makes you suffer, I pray that you will be the MOST UNFORTUNATE people in this world. And even if you suffer all your price, I WILL STILL NOT FORGIVE AND FORGET WHAT YOU GAVE ME TODAY.
Remember this, I will repay you 10000000000000000000 million,billion and even a zillion times when I get the slightest chance. I would still think that it's too easy on you, and the things I lost today is the most precious things in my life, that I would never even touch it anymore again.

Pls, once again i'm saying, I might be rude, but this is the only place I can shout out and be immature for once in a while. Leave me alone, I will post something sensible in the near future.

大変！！

2009-02-03T06:10:00.000-08:00

Second day of schooling...lecturers been dumping stuff on my shoulders, I really wonder if i can manage them all. But anyway, i don't really care about it, my character-not to care too much about stuff I don't really want to care about.

My instrument playing is as good as dead. Haven't been practising(not even once!!) for weeks. Felt so sorry. In the same time feeling affraid of my guitar, always had that feeling that i will not be able to master it.

Talk about nails, mum got Marks and Spencer stuff from a colleague(again ^_^) this time is a set of shower gel, hand wash and hand and nail cream. Mum gave me the hand and nail cream, see the word "nail". Love my new nail cream:

I know, i know, my camera is crappy. I will assist you all in reading: White Peach and Almond, Hand and Nail Cream. Applied some on my hand, it smell sweet. One thing that attracts me the most is the colour, looks so milky and creamy. Good thing is that i planned to buy OPI nail cream previously, but now i don't have to spend that money again.

I've been constantly checking about BJDs, another new super gorgeous model is OUT!! Em, her name is Ean, sounds and looks soooo very very very cool.

See her tattoo? She just look great. How i wish i can be as cool as her. That red blouse is one of my target items, so anyone, pls do inform me if you saw this anywhere.

Note: friends are dropping by my house in less than two days time. Felt excited but in the same time controlling myself. Hope everything will go smoothly and that i won't embarassed myself and my house in front of them.

Still thinking: whether to post pictures of cosmetics i planned to buy. Sadly, i might not be able to go on with my secret plan-to sweep of the mall alone this week.

休みの前と後。。

2009-01-31T00:18:00.000-08:00

I'm back here...Was in a "quite" boring place for a week, but i manage to survive though. Mainly doing PR, talking and drinking around. We went many places for food, those kind of chinese meals where you just sit down there and wait for food, and when the food comes, you just need to grab them fast. Did not bring my guitar, so no music for a week. I'm quite worried about my guitar progress, Eeching can actually play ave maria on violin within a week without guidance of teacher! While i'm still practically quite useless and can't even read a band score.

One more, I cut my fingers during that one week trip. I won't repeat how painful it was here, hope i can play my instruments as soon as it recovers. Now using La Senza super pink plaster(sis gave me a piece).

Anyway, will still continue collecting band scores or whatever jrock stuff. Now waiting for Ps company's digi photo book, hope to grab as soon as it is out. I'm VERY dissapointed that i can't get the shoes i wanted. Very very very very sad. Wish I can quickly buy some other stuff that can compensate this feeling. Today, after that dissapointment from the shoes, i went to popular grabbing some novels. Bought: "How to sleep with a movie star", "Smart vs Pretty, may the best girl wins", "M is for Magic" and Fruits basket vol 15. You might want to grab something to kill after hearing this, I bought Fruit Basket English version for RM8.30 ONLY!! I mean ONLY because i bought all previous volume for at least Rm40!! OMG, why do you treat me like that, my heaven. I guess popular wanted to clear their stock asap..

Sis wanted to collect whole set of " A series of Unfortunate events", so mum went to buy the box set online, amazon uk. I don't know why, but i've been buying lots of english novels, maybe the covers seems too attractive (marketting strategy is working on me). I need to be more (very) hardworking these days to clear of all novels and books, let me count, i have at least 25 books that i have not even read or pour my love in it. Felt very sorry for them, will read in super speed reading, but in the same time will still continue grabbing.

I DESPERATELY want to go out, anywhere will do. I don't mind wandering aroung in any mall for a day, alone. Although i'm currently crazy on online shopping, but i still love to walk and grab stuff. Hope that within the next week i will get to breath some nice air.

Online shopping wish list: Jrock stuffs, Band Scores.
Wish list: Cosmetics! Was into Beautilicious few months ago, swept some products, and now i'm into another spree. Wait for me, beauty stuff~~; Books - Kino books(jap manga or novels), or any english manga; magazines~.
Hope to: be able to READ all/any band scores; Fine tune my voice (mum will get a karaoke set soon); get all clothes or fashion stuff i want; stop thinking about my future and always live for now, pray that my future is what i think of.
Food wish list(i seldom say this but,yeah): Italian, Japanese, fast!!

ありがとうございます－あきこさん。。

2009-01-23T09:39:00.000-08:00

Just finish exam on wed..Had a really good day with Akiko on thursday. The reason i delay the post until now is that i was quite unhappy, depressed and frustrated throughout the day. Akiko reached while i'm still at the midst of decorating my house (mum asked me to have the chinese new year mood). Completed the deco quite fast with the help of akiko, sis and maid. Akiko came mainly to give me the stuff that i ordered online, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME!! If not i would never even get to touch them, no one will have the idea how many people I asked and beg till i got fed up. Thank you so much!~

The two books I ordered from amazon japan: 学園祭でやりたい曲!!ブイジュアルロック band score book and God knows band score. Books are packed in a box, quite big for just that two books (picture of box can be found in akiko's blog^_^). Can't wait to learn all the basic readings so that i can play those songs.

Besides the band scores, i ordered two sets of guitar picks from a seller in Singapore! Em, Repeatless Countless Error and Gazerock tour 2008. Clearer picture in previous post, my hp camera is terrible.

Back.

Front. I tried playing with Reita's bass pick, i managed to play with it, but well, i'm not supposed to since it's not for electric guitar. Someone might already know that, i'm deeply in love with Uruha. But the most shocking thing is: I'M BETTER IN USING AOI'S GUITAR PICK!! Oh...I feel so sorry for Uruha, but remember i still love you okay?? Aoi's guitar pick has the best shape..He is my least favourite member in Gazette..Put that aside, I MUST say Thank You again to Akiko for her birthday and christmas gift!! Really love them, Amy Peppercorn second, third and fourth book,hahaha...Makes me remember the times when we are back at school.

My three new books!! Wrapped them today, coz i don't want the nice cover to get dirty, hehe..I wonder where I can get the first book, same publisher. Read already, but wish to collect it (old stupid character). Will bring the second book to Teluk Intan trip.

Showed her my guitar and strum that few chords I know. We cooked lunch together! Well, akiko did most of the work, I was just standing making noise, putting stuff. We were searching for ingrediants..and decided to cook fried rice. Whole process was funny, and we baked the rice.

Main dish: Oriental cheese baked butter fried rice (that's the name we both agreed on). I will not say it tasted incredibly good, but it's ok, muct better than i expected, will continue to cook it when you are not around. Two side dish: One piece of hash brown(shared by two) and popcprn chicken. Felt really full after eating lunch, like what Akiko said, cheese is Heavy. I really missed the days in school...and that omelette rice, your sushi (remember?).

Akiko showed me her cosplay clothes, looks really great! expecially the apron..How i wish i can find a nice taylor to help me on some of the costumes i liked. I will not use for cosplay, but really want to collect some. Can wear when i happen to go for some event ^_^.

We watch Junjou romantica...and chat in the living room for hours. Chatting part i won't blog much, secret! I'm really looking forward to see you again, I wish both of us can reach our own dream..Kanpai!

Will not be here for the next one week.
Short term wish: Get the shoes!!, buy new cosmetics(even though i dun know why am i buying it, but you know, girls..), and try to get the other 2 sets of guitar pick from gazette..Before I forget, more band scores!

紫の眼鏡；闇と瞳

2009-01-19T07:49:00.000-08:00

Note: You may think that i'm quite mad writing this post, but think of it as helping me to release "stress" from exam(who knows i might feel stress).

I got a new spectacles!! Purple in colour, half frame, the side has flower patterns with little tiny shiny stones.. Not to say i don't like all my other previous specs, but this is my favourite of all. You may think I do not look good in it, but who cares, as long as I'm happy and I love it, just wearing it makes me waku waku~~! Best thing to me is the brand name - Monica(hehehehe,muahahahaha....). If you don't get me here, just leave it.

Didn't think of getting a new specs at first, was just simply testing all the specs in the stores. Until I found you, my lovely dark monica. Mum always wanted me to change my specs as well. See? I'm really destined for you. Got my specs three days after the order. Was really shocked when I saw the case. Thought the case was designed by the store itself. But after that I saw that it comes with a set: A SUPER bright pink with white polka dots(I know someone here going to faint) bag, case and even the cloth inside. It really looks scary at first, but i kinda get used to it and even likes it.

Here, a group pic! Can see the monica?? Really sorry for the blur and unclear pics, my hp camera always needed a specs as well. I actually hope they can make a light purple design for me, to suit my specs..hehe.

Lovely dark monica in her house. The half frame really looks like no-frame kind when i'm wearing it. Mum actually say that I looks better in another specs, pink colour. But the side was not good at all, no pattern; and most importantly, not Monica brand.

Me holding the specs; here's the pattern...I wonder what flower is it. If anyone would let me design some spectacles, I think(should) be able to design a good one. Saw many kinds of design, all was really boring. This was considered OK to me ^_^. Oh, don't worry my monica, i'm still loving you despite saying all that. (really, i'm not crazy,YET.)

Another random shots. Now i realised, the purple colour looks really dark, almost like black. Really really DARK purple, how cool you are, I hope I can be like you, dark and cool.

A final shot! Enough publicity for you isn't it? I'm kind of fed up with life, again. Imagine yourself doing something you dislike for days, keep repeating and repeating the same thing. Oh well, at least I still left with only one last subject. Thnking of staying away from home for a week is actually scarier.

Guitar class update: I'm REALLY NOT USED to the BABY STEPS book and learning method. No choice though, everything needs to start from scrap, just like my piano and chinese harp. My one and only aim now is to be able to read all sorts of guitar scores, tabs or whatever, to be able to play my band score.

Random: Mum allowed me to get colour contacts. Still thinking of what colour to choose. I dislike too scary ones, hope to get either Amethyst and True Sapphire colour.

Currently praying: That i will get my stuffs from that Singapore post as soon as possible; That I can go for my dreams; That I can really smile for myself happily.

電気がない時。。

2009-01-15T20:23:00.000-08:00

I'm typing this blog because i've nothing else better to do in the dark. I really mean "in the dark", there's currently no electricity in my house. You would have ask how i go online then...It's weird I know, my house only allows me to go online, no fan, light and all...but online. Funny, but at least i have stuff to do.

Since i'm here..I would like to thank many people who tried to help me on my online buying stuff madness, and expecially for Akiko!!! Haha, can't wait to breath tokyo air! Sadly the guitar picks is openned in Singapore before, so more of singapore air than tokyo, hahaha.

Still, i'm finding about the paypal cash thingy, one of my friend is helping me to check where can i get it, so that i don't have to beg so many people everytime i try to get something. My buying journey won't end here, and i feel sorry for asking akiko's help for so many times...really arigatou~~!!

It seems that i would be able to get two sets of gazette guitar picks, one is 2008 gazerock, another is repeated countless error (refer to previous post for the pics). I'm working hard to get the older ones, like Nameless Liberty Six Guns and Stacked rubbish. Stacked rubbish is the hardest to find of all, coz its really limited.. I'm in love with these earrings now:

Love this the most!!i always love those with cuffs, and this hass so many stuf hanging...cross somemore... If i can't buy this, i think i can go get the beads, and then do it by myself...problem is the cuff, haih....

CROWN!!!!This can be one of my favourite...How can they lure me with this crown! Chains are one of my type too ^_^. I'm really wondering, do they sell these earring pairly? or just one sided? I prefer them to sell pairly, will wear them seperately, but at least if one is lost, i will have the backup.

I'm sure this lovely earrings comes with a pair..It's made of clay, and the colour is terribly SWEET! I wonder if this matches my yukata...Talk about yukata, i'm really eager to get one..Anyone know where to order? Comic fiesta forum still got?

Double cuffs. Looks so cool. If i got the crown earring and this, i might wear them as a pair. I wonder if this comes in single again. I did have cuff earrings before, but just hoping to get one more, hehehe (evil laughter)

Emails that i've been receiving nowadays is really... Tons of email from the seller and all, and even school lecturers. It's like every few hours there will be 7-8 emails. You might think that it's normal, but i never receive so many emails at once before. But i love receiving many emails, like i'm being busy (it's cool,hehe).

My current wish: Get all the stuff I want before i go broke, and quickly complete that baby step-by-step guitar book.

Will update about my new stuff when i got them ^_^

初めてのギタークラス

2009-01-08T07:12:00.000-08:00

Went for my first electric guitar class yesterday night. Class was right after my piano theory lesson. My guitar teacher, actually thought that i'm learning the accoustic guitar with him. So we ended up need to change the classroom again, to the one with amplifier.

He gave me that "i'm weird look" twice during the class. One was when he knew that i'm learning electric guitar, and another was when i told him i like Japanese Rock. The answer he gave me was that it's normally GUYS who learn electric guitar and like jrock. HUUUH.....well,i don't know what to say.

But still, i was and am looking very forward to the class, so i will endure any weird stare...Although he is ok, i will still want to find another more "rock-fit" teacher..By now should be fine...

Again i want to shout: I'M IN LOVE WITH MY GUITAR!!~~